Not envious. I still have good friends and family, able to live a comfortable life, and working a job that I still enjoy despite being occasionally stressed about some projects.
There is that constant concern of whether or not I will be able to retire comfortably in my 60s without worrying about finances for the next 10-20 years after. I am been shifting more funds toward my 40k, mutual funds, IRA, etc. and can only hope in the next 30 years, I put in enough.
"You must gather your party before venturing forth"
"Go for the eyes Boo! Go for the eyes!"