BlueBoy675 posted...
I was at a girls apartment making out on the couch with her and just wasnt really into it at all. Then I realized Ive never really been comfortable with any woman Ive been with. I also find vaginas to be kinda gross while Ive never been bothered by penises.
Then I realized the only porn I really enjoy is blowjobs, aka when the focus is mainly on the dick and not the woman. Meanwhile gay porn turns me on
This is all kinda new to me but I also feel like Ive always kinda known but Ive been in denial
It can work that way. Always had what I thought was odd thoughts. Didnt figure it out till I made a friend and he eventually came out to me. That's when I started questioning myself cause I immediately felt different about him.