KogaSteelfang posted...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_personality_disorder
I also didn't know about this.
This describes me perfectly except the "intense desire for intimacy" part. I would say I am more at a "would like to try it but at the same time not". I'm all about avoidance and avoiding anything that could stress me out so while I would like a gf, I also see that It would require work and effort and I avoid all that at all cost.
I've been doing nothing with my life for 24 years now and only recently have I finally started putting effort into SOMETHING that isn't gaming or watching tv. It's exercise. I've been able to maintain exercising daily since Jan 1st 2019. It's made me feel a lot better about myself but not to the point I am ready to get a life. I don't think I will ever be ready to get a life. But at least I'm not a couch potato with zero stamina anymore.