bnui_ransder posted...
Love.
And then the need for contact.
I followed what everyone else was doing since it was what everyone else was doing. Had a friend literally sick due to love and couldn't function so I mimicked what they did.
Never felt the *pang*
I can see if someone is cute, hot, sexy, gorgeous but that's it
Broken or something is missing
Have you considered that you might be aromantic?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aromanticism
In essence, people can experience sexual (physical) and romantic (emotional) attraction.
Not everyone experiences both to the same degree, some people feel one but not the other, some feel neither.
It's not a matter of being broken, there's nothing wrong with you, it's a matter of diverse sexuality.