lately, i'm getting much more okay with it than i ever used to be. i've gotten a couple compliments on my hair and beard recently, which is nice because i've been trying for a couple years now to perfect my full beard and get the lines and tapering of the length to where i think it should be. i've tried a few different ways and for the most part it just did not seem right for a long time there. but i think now it's finally coming along nicely.
and with my recent and continuing journey of fat loss and muscle building, i am definitely in better physical shape than i ever have been in my entire life, and i know it shows. so i feel good about that. i went to my local college town farmers market on Thursday night and there were two different times where i caught a college-aged good-looking woman doing a double take at me and smiling, and staring right into my eyes intently. with the first one i was too surprised to do anything, but the second one i managed to smile back. i had my dark grey NASA shirt and black leather jacket on, with blue jeans and black boots, and i think i wore it fairly well.
It don't matter. None of this matters.
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