Arcanine2009 posted...
But you still have feelings for each other, right?
I dont honestly know. It seems to be really complicated.
We are 11 years apart and she has a lot more life experience than me, but she seems to have clinged onto me emotionally from the start. At the same time she feels like shes raising a kid sometimes because my inexperience in life shows in a lot of areas. It got a little creepy because it was while we were dating too.
But then she still wants to cuddle with me and seems to have massive abandonment issues with me in particular even now. She is also bipolar and had a really fucked up childhood involving both of her parents, so I am sure whatever happened to her didnt help.
She also claimed she was never romantically interested in me during the five years we were dating. I know nothing about any of this is healthy. It is honestly so sad to me how this whole situation is turning out all around.
Sorry for the derailment there but I think that deserved an explanation.