Aecioo posted...
sad
It kind of is. It sucks that it's like this, but I've had to make peace with how my interest in things wildly fluctuates and I can want to read something one day and then just a day later the interest is gone and may never return. It doesn't matter if I'm enjoying it or not.
And there's nothing I can do to push past that. Like right now the idea of reading it sounds great. Will I actually do it? Unlikely. I don't know if others were the same, but that's why I remember lying from time to time about reading books or playing games that I hadn't touched back around like 2006-2009. I wanted the energy and time to get around to doing those things and that was just my empty way of coping.