Also sorry the topic title is a bit ambiguously morbid. To be clear, don't murder. My mind has simply rationalized that murder at some point in the last 30 years would have made my life a lot easier. Unfortunately I am a rational person that knows that easier does not mean better. So no murder. Occasional repressed scorn that must be let out every however many years.
"First thing that crosses my mind: I didn't get any GameFAQs Karma yesterday." Math Murderer after getting his appendix removed.