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RashodBateman posted...

I could beat you in a foot race.

Definitely couldn't. I doubt you could take 5 steps out of your door tbqh.

RashodBateman posted...

Dont break the rules.

Don't wish you were a sports player when you're out of shape =/

Or like don't be a little coward and use a throw away account lmao

So someone moderated my because I hated me life. It's great. I sincerely hope they don't have someone in their family suffering from severe depression, and then cause them to spiral uncontrollably when they scold them for offending someone by even suggesting you're depressed. Thanks mods.

Oh it was that disgusting piece of trash somewhere on this page.

Someone who wishes they were a famous sports player at that lmao 10 bucks says they can't see their own toes.

Says it'll be 110 here later this week

I use a former friend's for prime. In return they have access to my HBO Max. We haven't spoken in months due to a falling out, but it's like that unspoken "Got you" if that makes sense.

I really only use it here and there. Mainly for The Boys tbqh.

TheOnionKnight posted...

I always mention psychedelics in threads like these, and people always seem to just glide right over it. But people talking about exit strategies at 35 or 40? If you haven't tried psychedelics, seriously consider it before doing anything so extreme.

I've tried them before. I'll tell you right here and now if I go on a trip, that will likely be the last time I'm breathing though.

MrAndersonWb posted...

isnt friends and family enough? Come on dont say that

No. Like it really isn't. I know it's selfish. If they want me around, I want each and every one of them to look me in the eyes and say "I know you're now never going to be truly happy, but I want you to stick around so I can watch you suffer every single day so that it makes me feel better." I would never tell someone I want them to be tormented forever just because of my selfish desire to keep them around. idk.

Also @bsp77 it's not so much matches. I get a few. With people totally incompatible with me, not the same sexual orientation as me (I've been chewed out by some random fuck because I told them I will never be interested in a romantic/sexual relationship with a Trans woman. Even though I work in the sex industry and am super pro lgbtq, I'm somehow a bigot), or just get matched with bots or cam girls looking to exploit people. I have many female friends, I've had a few 'review' and am told they're puzzled. I am extremely social and can talk to anyone. I'm quite literally that one really happy really high energy super positive always-see-the-best personality. I have a good handle on my masks.

Heartomaton posted...

I feel the same as post #16, just subtract 6 years from the time limit.

35 is my rough number (33 now) but I kind of want to stick around for my dog and cat to kick it first. Literally all I have.

darkmaian23 posted...

@FaytlessHearts

Needing to be happy is perfectly normal, but having a girlfriend won't magically make you happy. Nothing does that, really. You ought to try and see a professional about these issues so you can work towards being a better, happier version of yourself. I'm not saying that to be cliche either.

Meds, therapy, and counseling haven't swayed my mind, doubt anything will.

@bsp77

Yeah. I'm attractive too, that's the worst part. 20 dating apps and spittin' in person hasn't done me any good in 5+ years. All taken or no replies. I've never met anyone from any of these dating apps lol

Also, every partner I've ever had in my life has also cheated on me so I'm sure that's messed my mind up. There is not a person alive that can convince me that 9 out of 10 women cheat. They all do, and the ones you think wouldn't, also do. I've not given up, but I have my entire exit planned out to the T should my 'expiration' date roll by before I find happiness :>

Besides. More resources for other people globally without me, right?

bulletproofvita posted...

Pfft I enjoy being alone, don't have to answer to anyone or act a certain way.

Yeah alot of people say that. I dead ass want nothing to do with the world or life though if it means I'm alone. I've got my exit strategy all planned out unfortunately.

""RiKuToTheMiGhtY posted...

Please do not think this way, relationships are not the end all, be all. Having friends and family you like in your life matters as well and being alone against the world is not as terrible as you think. Some of the most influential and innovative people have been single, they would not have been able to change the world the way they did if they had a wife and children.

Discover your passion or dream that you want to impact the world with and go after it.""

Right but none of that is worth anything to me if I can't be happy. I truly don't care about other people's feelings or who would 'miss' me. Really don't. This life is not meant to be lived alone, and I want no part in it if that's going to be how it is. I hope others can do what you say, find passion, live for their loved ones, etc. My personal happiness is not being alone, no matter how successful I may be.

Youre not wrong. I won't play either of the other two houses though. It's Black Eagles or bust for me. I've read up everything that I 'missed' by passing on the other two routes. Definitely not worth shit, and they both have far weaker stories imo.

Will be killing myself if I'm single by the age of 41or so. Life is not worth a damn thing alone imo.

Hey you do you. I'll be leaving this life if it's not in my cards, personally.
I think that the ones who say "Don't have kids" to their friends/family who say they do want them, are complete pieces of shit and horrible parents who should've probably not be irresponsible pieces of scum and have children.

dark ages. lol no really though, ffxiv is pretty fire for an mmorpg tc.

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Imagine thinking Trump or Biden gives a fuck about you.

BuT hE's NoT tRuMp

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underrated post

Ayyye. Bad Dragon.

Antifar posted...

We are less than two years removed from a non-career politician being president. It didn't go well.

I had no idea he was a standard everyday normal citizen that isn't a millionaire with money to grease the elbows of other said career politicians. Dang. Learn something new every day.

ANort175 posted...

Is anyone here a doctor cause I just cut myself on all this edge.

I don't understand how this is edge and isn't fact. Right side is disgusting, and the left is just as horrible. It's embarrassing.

If anyone thinks any politician would give one fuck about them on a personal level outside of stealing tax money to line their own pockets, they're fucking stupid and probably should never be allowed into society for being so stupid.

Someone could be dying infront of literally any politician, and they'd somehow try to charge taxes and make the death into some grand politically motivated cause, and watch the life leave the dying person's eyes. 100%

Entire government needs to be ripped down and started over. Legally anyone over the age of 35 and a citizen qualifies to become presidential material. When is the last time any normal person has retained this power? Not some PoS career politician

I mean. I'd kill myself. This life 100% is not worth it alone either imo soo

I like how people are arguing over who the bigger bad guy is but also overlook the resources of tax payers wasted on a fools quest for a personal diary, but we can't help student debt or the housing market because of budget restrictions.

Edit:All politicians are the bad guys

Strider102 posted...

It's also fucked up how it's digital only. Gimme physical damnit!

I think PlayAsia has a physical copy.