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They allow T-rated games?

Once someone brings out Disgaea 6 they're going to change that...

Not technically religious here, but I have seen two demons in my sleep.

Both of them were succubi and instead of the old medieval trope of them being frightening, the demons I saw were devilishly charming.

The first one had blood-red claws, long red hair and pallid naked flesh. I was going to sleep with her but I woke up beforehand.

The second one visited a month later. She in comparison to the first one seemed like a novice with her blonde braids and she was topless but wearing daisy dukes and booties.

This time I ended up sleeping with her. I distinctly remember feeling a massive weight on top of me.

I haven't seen any of them in eight months. I kinda miss the attention...

Forced to.

As a kid, I was kept away from other schools of thought because my parents and grandparents made up my mind for me.

When I understood I was taught to believe these things, I felt dirty.

And this was long before I learned of ritual abuse, religious lobbying and tax exemptions for the church.

I ate a breakfast burger at IHOP.

I've heard that the birth control pills we humans use also works on female gorillas.

How humanity found that out, I don't know.

VampireCoyote posted...

You should do what feels right for yourself, not anyone else. Only you can know what is best for you.

The problem is that my grandfather is my primary guardian and I've been told he has the legal right to kick me out if I pursue a transistion. "Not in my house.", he said.

My brother is the same way and he also says I'll never be a girl because of what he believes.

I also cannot support myself, as I am on disability for special needs and severe insomnia.

I feel trapped and the only thing that's been keeping me sane is playing video games where I play as a girl.

I asked for a voice modulator for my birthday coming up so I can sound like a girl online - everyone says I'm trying to deceive people, including my counseler.

I just feel like cursing my own existence at times. Why was I born in this damned world?

I had a pit bull mix that was very mild-mannered.

His mom, though, was very aggressive.

I went to pet her as a kid and she spooked me by snarling up a storm.

If it wasn't for a steel gate in her way, I'd probably be toast.

*sigh*

This is seriously depressing.

Seriously. I feel upset and need to talk to someone.

My entire family doesn't support my feelings on my dysphoria.

I got back from counseling yesterday and my grandfather asked me why I went back.

I told him, "You already don't care why.".

He said, "If this is about you being a girl, then it's stupid and I don't care.".

Even my counseler was unassuring. He kept reminding of the cost it would take to transistion.

I just don't know what I should do...

What did I wander into?

I had a dog named Noggin who was convinced he was human.

He even sat on the couch like one.

There's a reason Amazons are popular in media.

Even in previous centuries muscled women were idealized as attractive.

It used to freak me out as a kid, but muscled women tend to make for some of the best beauties.

There's something about ebony woods I just love.

My dad had a pair of fighting sticks made from them and I felt the might from their weight alone.