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HelIWithoutSin posted...

I got the same email from the same address on the 13th.

@HelIWithoutSin

Did you get paranoid and start changing passwords and what not? I changed the Walmart one, but I'd rather not change my Gmail one if possible. I use my Gmail on Chromebook and its always a strange time consuming procedure. Like it only wants to recognize my old password so have to try various methods until it recognizes the new password. Then it treats it like a new login on a new device. I have 2 step on it though.

name in it? From [email protected]? Just trying to determine if this is a legit Walmart email address. Just made me nervous as yes I have an account with Walmart, but I have my messages turned off on that account, but guess that wouldn't stop them from sending ToS type emails?

Just extremely nervous as my first name was in the email, and uncertain if this is a scam email. Please help, ty.

GanglyKhan posted...

STOP

*Bows down out of fear* If its ok if I speak... *Gulp* I cant help it, I want it to stop! I'm sorry master! Please Understand! T_T :'c

Lynyrd_Skynyrd posted...

Hypersexuality is a symptom of mania/hypomania, yes

As stated in my OP, the hyper sexuality is unfortunately something new for me. Been in heat for over 3 weeks and that's not something I've ever dealt with before, from someone with typically a very low sex drive. Just non-stop urges without any relief, thinking all the time how I want to be with someone, humiliation scenario's, be their slave, ect.

Fantasies are no different than what I have always been into but, have pretty much had a low sex drive due to not being interested due to it not lasting more than 20 seconds to a minute, even with a second time, but the Latuda has made me last longer. Another reason I've never cared much for sexual stuff is because of my interests. Master/slave stuff sounds fine and some of my humiliation fantasies are fine as well, but one in particular is pretty much a fetish that is extremely humiliating and don't like having so typically not interested generally in sex stuff.

This being in heat/hyper sexuality thing is all to new to me though, and very intense.

I don't have an official diagnosis of Bipolar 2, but I take medications for it as I have symptom's of it. Which oddly with medications they lose their efficacy fast or have no effect. Even with high doses of lithium and depakote among many others I still go through long durations of depression, and short to long durations of hypomania.

Well for a little over 3 weeks I've been hypomanic, but I'm facing a new issue that I never have had before and its very annoying. Let me start off saying, never really cared for anything sexual related too much for reasons like I only last 20 seconds to a minute, even if I manage another session in a day. I also don't care for my fetishes too much, they all involve me being humiliated where its hard to enjoy the idea of normal sex so I never really cared for the idea, would avoid it for weeks.

Well since I turned hypomanic a little over 3 weeks ago, around the time I started Latuda I noticed it made me last a lot longer and think I am currently experiencing hyper sexuality. I get extreme intense urges non-stop all day, and constant thoughts. Nothing will relieve it, been going 4-9 times a day and some nights its difficult to sleep due to the intensity of the urges. I've never dealt with anything like this and I honestly don't like it, being someone with a typical low sex drive.

I asked the doctor if Latuda can do that and he said extremely unlikely, and extremely rare. If it were possible it would be from being on the starting dose. Well he increased it and its still been an issue.

If this is hyper sexuality and if other people have dealt with it, is there anything you can do about it? I'm wondering if something snapped in me from all the constant shifts of depression and hypomania for years that even though I doubt it but maybe I'm turning Bipolar 1. The first couple of weeks with this hypomania I had mixed moods of it and depression but mostly hypomania. This week has been a real hypomanic high. I am fine with hypomania, its usually nothing but feeling euphoria, I feel its freeing after going through a long duration of the severe depressed part of it. However this hyper sexuality thing is way too intense for me and am not a fan. :/

would appear in the top notifications? I downloaded one and now the phone is even more slow, but a lot more. I did a Play store and Malwarebytes scan and nothing showed. It took a long time for this phone to receive an update, was checking for one nearly every day. Last one it received was from September. Oddly in the updates it says its from December 5th, but this random update just came today.

Thank you.

Had it in a dresser drawer. It was at 98 battery, and when I took it out it was warm and at 42 battery percentage which is unusual. I just got this phone, it was $450. I had it in the dresser so the cat wouldn't knock it over. Wont be making that mistake again. My concern is if there is any irreparable damage as that's a lot of hours. Phone seems to be functioning fine.

Thank you.

corner, there is this green circle called One Trust. What is this? Is anyone else getting this? Worried its something malicious, please help. Thank you.

adjl posted...

They won't be testing for anything else, but you should absolutely be telling your doctor about every single psych med you're taking such that it shouldn't be possible for a test to detect something they don't already know about. Psych meds can behave very unpredictably and dangerously if you take them the wrong way, and any directions your doctor has given you take those behaviours and potential interactions into account. If you're taking something your doctor doesn't know about, though, their prescription won't be based on that and you could end up with a very dangerous interaction. Don't mess around with psych meds.

That's my concern. I read Zoloft stays in your system 9-90 days and shows in your urine. I drink rarely but when I do I take one of my older stimulants to fight the tired effect of it. So I'm worried for Monday when my mom might be able to take me for the blood work and urine check.

The medication provider said he wanted to check my kidney function, I'm just worried when I do the urine sample that he will check for other things. Because due to my depression sometimes I take older medications in addition to what I'm taking, due to the severity of my depression, and don't want them to show up, if that would even be checked.

I have Asperger's as well as possible bipolar 2, and ADHD.

Yellow posted...

Submit a bug report to Google, they do listen to them. I've had a couple fixed just after I mentioned them.

The bug is on my phone, my grandpa's, and recently found out my younger brother's too.

In the Google accounts section whenever I click on something like review account, or manage devices and go back a page, the screen turns black for about 5 seconds and it acts laggy. The phone is acting fine otherwise, but something with the Google account section is acting up.

I checked my grandpa's phone and his seems to do the same thing, but not as bad. Not sure if this is a current universal issue but, I do know my phone is crap, its a Hot Pepper Serrano payed for by Q Link.

Yellow posted...

Yeah it could be cookies or server side auth tokens or something. Unless it actually tells you what the physical devices are, what OS/browser they are using, it's probably not worth taking seriously. Because you have 2FA enabled you are pretty safe.

Big talk from the guy that went to PotD to complain about the Asian restaurant that was racist to white people for cutting off the fish head from your meal

@Yellow

If there were any suspicious log in's Amazon would email me correct? Because after clearing cookies they sent me an email of a new log in but it was me. After seeing the two apps signed in with the yellow triangle is when I activated 2 step. However under devices and apps it has no devices or apps listed oddly. Thank you.

hypnox posted...

This seems like something to contact Amazon on, not here. They have 24/7 chat and call center.

I just tested it, enabled two step verification. checked to see if it said the two apps were logged in and they weren't. So I cleared cookies, signed back in and it said 2 apps were signed in again. Weird glitch.

I was looking into the security section and it said two app's are signed into my account with a yellow triangle. I only use Chrome.

I have not received any messages about any suspicious log in's. Unfortunately for some reason there is no listings of what devices or apps are on my account its blank.

The only thing I can maybe think about is maybe from clearing cookies recently its recognizing my session as two different ones?

I checked my old email and in the inbox it said to verify creating an account with them. Wasn't a spam message as its the actual site, but definitely not a message I wanted to see.

Anything to worry about? I've been thinking for quite awhile to delete my old AOL account, because its a spam fest. I just don't want to regret it later though in case there's anything I forgot to transfer to my current email or if its needed for anything in the future.

wolfy42 posted...

It's not 18 but 21 I believe that the kids need to be before it's terminated. My mom got it even though my brother was put into the system until he was 21 (she just lied and said we both lived there still).

Anyway, if you had income you did not report yeah, you can be terminated and it sounds like no matter what, there was unreported income. You can try appealing it and might win, but they do sound like they have a valid reason for termination.

You might be able to get on disability due to your issues, and that could help pay the rent. Your mom might need to get a job though or something, there are phone jobs she can even do from home (you could as well if you are not working). Even with physical conditions etc most people can work now if they want to since so many jobs just require a phone and/or a computer.

Oh really? Until 21? I didn't know that. She has jobs right now, just not enough income to fully pay bills. Me on the other hand, I've never had a job, didn't finish high school, and am definitely not that smart, part of why I ask the questions I ask, is because I'm not familiar with this territory. Just pretty terrifying atm.

Don't have disability, my counselor believes I desperately need it though. She wants me to get through a particular service that helps people like me, but they require A LOT of information and testing. I guess the place would provide a case worker? Someone who helps you get the support you need. Anyways, one of the testing they need from me, everywhere is booked until the middle of next year.

pionear posted...

Dunno how Section 8 works (only you can't really have no grown Men living with ya) but you probably should go see a Housing/Tenant Attorney or Rights Group in your area.

How long she been on it? I know the waiting lists to get one of those is long as **** in some cities

She's been on it for as long as I remember, I think the project where I was born and lived in my first 12 years was part of housing, then we moved and have lived in two different towns since where she's needed to go to their offices. I'm 30 now so I'm guessing 30 years, my siblings are 13 and 15 so if I were to guess that, if she's able to reverse the termination, we would have maybe had it for at least 5 more years since the youngest sibling is 13.

The housing/Section 8 is known for being bad in our area, my mom has had housing since i was a kid. i am now 30, and my two siblings are below 18. i've always lived with my mom because i have a lot of mental health issues, asperger's as well as very high possibility of bipolar 2 and ADHD.

Well it's been a very terrifying day and just right before Thanksgiving and the holidays a letter of termination arrived. My mom started a job before the end of last year, but didn't actually get in until a month after hiring so they believe she didn't report a months worth of income. However she has proof in an email of the date her boss said she officially started working.

As far as I know, I think that's what this is about from what my mom told me, but when I read the termination letter it didn't say for what exactly. I know they threatened her because my 15 year old sister started a job, she didn't think she had to report that because shes a minor but, I guess she did. They ended up not fighting that anymore.

Anyways, my mom is unsure of what to do, and Idk how any of this works. I'm not sure if there's a way to reverse it once you've been terminated? Scary and stressful, its effective up until the end of next month so I'm assuming they are paying next months rent.

bump.

Sahuagin posted...

normal for virus scanners to occasionally give false positives

@sahuagin

oh thank you, yeah hadn't used that particular virus scanner in a long time and i didn't update it on the app before the scan and it had said that. then after the update scanned again and there was no longer any mention of it.

i just get nervous of the phone having malware or spyware because there are signs that the battery drains fast and its a bit slow at times, but i got to realize it came out the box like that and its a really shitty phone. my mom has something called q link which is a free phone service i believe from having EBT, so i use it and they only let you use very meh type of phones.

i should know that i more than likely don't have malware/spyware, i don't download anything, don't open spam texts, i use firefox with ublock. the only thing i use that may be considered kind of but not really unsafe which i have been doing for years anyways is go on 3rd party anime sites.

ok now after updating the virus definition or whatever its called on avg, the malware is no longer detected, says i am protected. :/

anything to worry about do you think? thank you.

avg detected malware, it says settings contains malware that could harm your device. it is installed in the system partition and cannot be uninstalled. instead you must deactivate the app from system settings.

i did a scan with malwarebytes as well but it didn't pick up anything, play protect doesn't either.

is this bad, and what do i do about it? please help.

i don't know what exactly is so bad about it but, after so many medications that don't help with my depression, the medicine provider prescribed it. i haven't had an official diagnosis of bipolar, but if i did it would be more bipolar 2 as i've never had full on manic. i have severe long bouts of depression, then out of nowhere i get very euphoric feeling like hypomania. right now i'm in that state the past few days.
i also have asperger's which i was diagnosed real young and possible ADHD as well. all very stressful mental health conditions.

well my mom picked up the lithium today, its 300 mg once at night and i'm kinda scared to start it, especially when feeling that hypomanic feeling right now i'm kind of thinking about starting it once i shift back to my depressive state.

the doctor said that if i reach 600 mg and up i'd have to take blood work so here's where my questions come in. how often would you have to take blood work? i am not going to be able to get blood work much if at all. i live with my mom and younger siblings and the younger siblings take most priority so i'm rarely if at all able to go anywhere. is 300 mg usually effective enough for depression states?

thank you.