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inception 2-1 vamp

ggs

i hate dedede lol
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INCEPTlON posted...

Vamp_Aubrey posted...

@INCEPTlON posted...

Vamp_Aubrey

i'm down to play now

Im back, still here?

yup, sent you a fr

room is up also

ID: 0T35M
pw: 1234
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@INCEPTlON posted...

Vamp_Aubrey

i'm down to play now
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man just pooped all over my face

3 stingers-vamp 0

GGs
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@_stingers_ posted...

OK send me a request

rooms open

ID: JDXKY

no password
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lets do it
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A @StifledSilence
A @_stingers_
A @Wiggum
A @INCEPTION

i'm available for group A games pretty much all day
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GGs

Vamp 3-0 Anagram
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Anagram posted...

Anyone from Group A want to fight?

im down

i think i sent you a friend request like an hour ago
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still available for any other division A games
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KommunistKoala posted...

Koala 3-0 Vamp

GGs

GGs those were too close
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KommunistKoala posted...

Vamp_Aubrey posted...

anyone in Group A, im available

made the arena

whats the pw?
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anyone in Group A, im available
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ill be available for group A matches anytime between 6:30-9:30 EST today and all day tomorrow and tuesday

my switch name is Wlof
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check in

sw-5230-3781-7432
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ScareChan posted...

vamp is a mafia dude too, think from ce

we were just talking about him and game of thrones actually

well me and dels were

that game must have been like 3 or 4 years ago

am i that memorable
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my coworkers wallet got stolen once and someone used her company credit card to buy eggrolls and liquor
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im in
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shenron is being summoned

https://twitter.com/socialdiva/status/1078474821590306816

https://twitter.com/Lghara93/status/1078474600227487744

https://twitter.com/the_real_amyK/status/1078474538168528896
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as a Black man (with a capital B)

never heard of it but if the acting is good and the story is well-written and performed, i have no reason to complain
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when i went to mexico earlier year i got diarrhea for days and then i got better and came back home and got myself a triple cheeseburger from wendys to celebrate my return and then i got diarrhea again so i took anti diarrhea pills and i was constipated for a week

ive never been in such agony
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what are you doing for the holiday
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i tried to use it once and the terminal said payment error and ive been afraid of using it since because i dont want to hold up lines
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jesus died for all of our sins
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bump
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can you guys please take this unrelated drama elsewhere

this topic is about green butter
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happy holidays everyone
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passengers should have put their seatbelts on as soon as they got in
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Also I will say that green butter taking "the high road here" is 100% certified bullshit. He's just trying to publicly make himself look good after trashing everyone that even remotely cared about him after the last six months. Perfect example of what I said in the original tl;dr.
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I then got wind of a post he made in that same topic replying to my friend about how Muffinz0rz was *actually* a great person. Implying that I'm garbage, basically. At that point, I messaged him, told him that I'm glad the truth came out about he thinking I'm garbage. It'll help me move on, knowing that's how he thought of me, and gave him a definitive goodbye. I left his response on read, since it was just more of his regular deflections.

Ever since I've cut him out I've basically done nothing by talk about Muffinz0rz and Catboy0_0 and all the drama that's been going on the past couple days. The Sanctuary board is going nuts right now from what I hear. I wanted to get the truth out there, because I'm tired of green butter saying that we're in the wrong and that we feel entitled, when that's not the case at all. Particularly in my case, I feel. He's an enabler, and it's really sad. Even now, I want nothing for the best for him, which in my personal opinion after everything I've seen, would be to stop focusing on getting affection from people, get professional help to deal with his mental issues, and focus on his schoolwork and getting over his fat little son whom he's still clearly hung up on. But he'll never understand where I'm coming from, unfortunately, and I refuse to allow him to control my emotional health anymore.

If green butter decides to retaliate with personal information about me because of this, I'm okay with that. As Childish Gambino said, "So I learned cut out the middle man, make it all for everybody, always. Everybody can't turn around and tell everybody, everybody already knows, I told them."
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Which is his right. He can do whatever he wants. I never felt entitled to a relationship with him, and if anything a good chunk of my pain is from when he made it out publically like we were actually dating (even if he didn't say it outright), then moved onto other people without being clear with me. However, in hindsight, I will say that I should've made the second choice out of the game and gotten out of the way.

I don't think anyone feels entitled about him. I think he very aggressively flirts, and people catch feels, but he never outright denies them because he liked the affection he was getting from other people. Personally, I never actually cared if we were actually dating or not, moreso than I did being betrayed by someone close to me. He doesn't know how to say no or stand his ground when it comes to this kind of stuff. He just lets it happen. I have a theory it's so that he can always remain a victim. He's never wrong, after all.

Over the last 2 months, my emotional health has waned in large part due to green butter. Whenever I would talk to him, I'd get one word answers and deflections. Disinterest, basically. Unless he wanted to vent about some drama issue he's having with whomever. Whenever I would try to communicate how he's affecting me, he would give me short answers, never acknowledge anything I'd say. It's like watching your closest friend willing go onto a downward spiral, and allowing themselves to be manipulated. You see, I thought we were close, given all that we'd shared and been through together this whole time from January until June. It was a long six months and I took our friendship seriously. Sometimes he'd apologize because he thought it'd keep me around/the "drama" would go away, but he didn't actually feel sorry for his actions. He'd turn right around and go back on what he said immediately after without a second thought. Even accusing me of jealousy/being buttmad because he's giving attention to other people, but honestly I just cared about him and knew he was fucking up his life. He always said he knows whats he's doing, and I believe it. He wants whatever bad shit happens in his life. He's using unhealthy relationships with people as a substitute for getting professional help and therapy. Because he "wants to be happy". Even if it's a facade. He's told me before that he thinks he might have BPD or Bipolar (which is a big reason I supported him going to therapy), and while I don't know if he has those, I believe he has something.

As I mentioned previously, I cut him out of my life. Whenever he's around or comes up, I'm literally in physical pain. Like I said, he became my trauma. I talked to him almost daily for six months, most of the time about deeply personal shit. Plus with the history I've described, feelings and emotional investment were extremely muddled. Particularly on my end. He would never give me a straight answer on what I was to him. First I blocked him on everything but Facebook Messenger and told him why I was doing this. I wanted him to be able to contact me if he really needed someone to confide in (as he has been doing), because I didn't want to abandon him knowing his issues. Then I told his that I couldn't just sit there and watch him be online on Messenger and explained that I'm blocking him there too. After one of my friends called him out on causing people emotional pain among other things, he texted me telling me that it wasn't cool and that he knew it was me that talked to him. I explained I needed a support system. Outside of recently noting his toxic behavior, I've never talked shit about him, I've never given out personal information, and I've never painted him in a bad light. I always defended him where necessary if I was asking for feedback about certain situations from people that I knew and trusted.
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I talked to him about how unhealthy it was because of T_paynes_ghost's history with him mental health and him tendency to emotionally abuse the people around him. (Granted, I like T_paynes_ghost and wish the best for him, and hope he gets the help he needs.) They ended up not dating. When he talked to Muffinz0rz, he would send me screenshots of some suspect behavior and red flags from the stuff Muffinz0rz would say. Now I don't know the full context of these statements, but honestly I'm kind of creeped out by him now. They ended up not happening, as far as I know, due to reservations on Muffinz0rz's part. Muffinz0rz will honestly be better for it in the long run. Now with Catboy0_0, he would send me screenshots of the shit he would send him. He told him that he loved him after two days. Made him promise to marry him almost immediately while he was drunk. Talked about fathering children with him within a week. He would send me these screenshots and he displayed discomfort. I reaffirmed how fucked up and creepy that shit was. When I asked if he was imposing a relationship on him, he said that he was. He would even openly display discomfort in the Sanctuary discord about him interactions with him, even if he didn't name names. In Catboy0_0's case, on top of everything, I think he "loves" him because he gives him blind affection, defends him publicly even if it makes him look bad, and enables him worst traits. But he would go on to continue talking to whomever he was talking to because they gave him affection, because that's what he wanted ultimately. Generally in most cases though, he'd reciprocate the feelings of love back to the person. Telling them that he loved them back even if it's only been a week. He even did that to Drunkmuggle, even though in his case he did it to him first.

You see, the thing is, Green butter's biggest problem is him fat little son. They were in a strange, controlling relationship with one another before he royally fucked him over in unbelievable ways. Green butter has been open about the ways he's damaged him. Particularly to me and in the Sanctuary discord. But, he's not over him, clearly. He constantly complains about how he wants to be loved, even while people are actively showing it to him. Even after I gave him as much love as I could because he was receptive to it and said he wanted to feel that way, he would later go on to say that he hasn't been loved in a long time after the fact. Not since him ex husband. Now here's the thing, yeah? As far as I've interpreted it with everything I've seen, he's dating Catboy0_0 because him ultra creepy controlling dom nature reminds him of him ex. He wanted to date a mutual friend of ours because their discussions reminded him of him ex. He latches onto a bunch of people because he wants to feel loved, just like he did when he was with him ex. Even if him ex treated him like a bag of garbage.

He also has grown accustomed to being controlled in a relationship, both romantically and in him real life settings. You see, that's why he struggled with me. I pushed him to be an independent, self reliant, emotionally healthy person (again, at the time he said this is what he wanted). But he didn't want that. He wanted to be in him comfort zone. Have someone control him entire life while feeling loved, so that he doesn't have to make any decisions on him own. Plus, if something goes wrong, it's not him fault. Now, between hearing about him problems since we started talked, along with having front row seats to him cycling through unhealthy relationships, I'd developed a sense of overprotectiveness about him. In cases like this, if you care about them, you either do that or you get out of the way and drop them. But Green butter has severe trust and abandonment issues, and I wasn't willing to feed them. I'd always give him advice as much as I could, even if he didn't specifically ask for it. He'd always listen to me pointing out the very obvious red flags, but he'd normally end up doing whatever he wanted.
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With all the drama that's been going on, it's time for some fuckin' truth. If this gets modded, so be it.

green butter is possibly the most toxic person I've ever met, and I'm tired of holding back on it. I don't give a shit if he thinks I'm talking shit about him behind him back. The previous confession about him leading men on then dumping them when he gets what he wants out of them is 100% accurate. He also has a massive victim complex. He will never see himself as being in the wrong, even while he goes around hurting people left and right. I've also recently cut him out of my life because frankly, he's become my trauma, and I can't deal with him being in my life anymore. I've been talking to green butter for a while before he and Drunkmuggle got together and remained friends with him after they got together. We started talking in January. Most of this time we were talking literally daily. After Drunkmuggle was super neglectful to him for the two months they were together, against my better judgement (because I liked and genuinely cared about him), I played the emotional boyfriend. Supported him when Drunkmuggle treated him like shit, comforted him, cheered him up, whatever. Granted, I fucked up a bunch myself even up until the end, not going to lie. I'll take my blame and responsibility for those actions. A lot of it had to do with Drunkmuggle treating me like garbage (knowingly or unknowingly) after knowing him for years from the CE tinychat, with Green butter being related. This happened specifically after I said I would support the two of them, which I did unbiasedly. However, since we were all friends, I would always update him on what's going on. This isnt a Drunkmuggle post, though.

When they broke up (and not going to lie, even slightly before the breakup), he began to latch onto me, told me that he loved me, encouraged me to fall in love with him, which I sadly ended up doing around that point, with the interest suddenly being mutual. Also against my better judgement. He acted like we were dating in the Sanctuary discord. We were basically nondating, even if he said that he was "confused about him breakup" with Drunkmuggle. Apparently you can still love the people that abuse and enable you. After a bit of this, he began to aggressively flirt with other people in the Sanctuary discord. Immediately after making it look like we were dating to everyone. Before, during, and after this, we had talked about it a couple times but he refused to be clear about what he wanted. This went on for a few days of back and forth between us.

Eventually we mutually agreed to be friends because according to him us being together would be "unhealthy", which I was okay with despite having lingering romantic feelings over because I admired him drive and passion for nursing among other things. We agreed to be more mindful of each other and considerate of each others feelings, since in an effort to move on from him, I had also jokingly flirted in the Sanctcord a bit. But him outrage about that is more based in a perceived hypocrisy on my part than actually being bothered by it. And, to be honest, he did genuinely improve for a while there, but it wasnt what he wanted I think. I wanted him to become the most emotionally healthy, independent person he could. Because he wasn't. Which for reasons I'll describe later, he clearly doesn't want, even if at the time he said he did. He would also go on to say that he still really liked me in that way for a while.

I was always up front and honest with him. Even my negative points. At some points I would be, for the most part, the only person he'd seriously talk with. When he and t_paynes_ghost started talking, he would show me screenshots about what they're talking about.
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starting in post 2
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the first question i ask in job interviews whether or not the interviewee considers themselves a gamer

if they say yes, i immediately end the interview and tell them to leave
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was it ever alive
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ggs
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do you want to make it? not sure why it isn't showing up on your end
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weird, i just remade it again

if you search by friend's arenas, it doesnt show up??
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sorry, check again i had to remake it lol
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rooms open

if anyone else wants to join, arena name is CE and password is 80085
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@Phantom_Nook posted...

Vamp_Aubrey posted...

anyone up for a few rounds

Sure

my friend code is sw-5230-3781-7432

any preferences for game type?
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anyone up for a few rounds
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i lived in central florida at the time and my spanish teacher stopped class so she could put on the news when they found the remains
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5 cheesy bean and rice burritos, grilled
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Two-factor_theory
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rookieplayer03 posted...

Those are dumbbells. A barbell is a bar a few feet long. The most familiar barbell has room for plates to add to increase the weight.

thanks but i said in my post that i do it with barbells not dumbbells
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well I asked the manager if its acceptable to double squat in the gravity chamber and he said its fine as long as i have a spotter so whatever i guess
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bump
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