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Moonjay posted...

It's not as if suicide is easy, painless, or a guaranteed way out. Most suicides fail and then your life is worse than it was to begin with.

This. Plus you affect other people when you kill yourself. So even if you don't enjoy existing it's not as easy as all that
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I can't get into it. I tried watching two episodes from the first season but it was too boring
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No I don't. Don't believe in life after death either
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Man good thing these games have save states. The end levels of Kid Dracula are really easy to die on. Tried a little Bloodlines too which is decently hard too. Or I'm just bad at old Castlevanias
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JSebastianBach posted...

Uh that looks pretty normal. I'm assuming you are aware you can tighten the loop from there and hide it in your collar

That's probably the best one I've ever done. The need for the tie is already passed now anyway. And yeah I know you put in your collar lol I was just practicing since you guys were sending all these links
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Definitely. I had a period of huge anxiety at work and felt such stress all the time. I got offered to go to a different project and accepted it. Then the anxiety kind of went away (for now) and I feel silly for complaining and going to a new team since it was kind of all in my head. But it's hard to have that perspective when you actually feel it
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Well I don't need to tie one anymore. Probably won't need to for another few years or so. I hate dressing up. I tried some of these four in hand things just for the hell of it. Still turns out terrible. I give up. I'm glad I don't have to wear a tie for my job

Here's the closest I got with the four in hand thing. Looks kinda messed up still
https://imgur.com/a/O8fCSZo
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I got it. Been playing Kid Dracula. Pretty fun. On level 6 of 8 now. I like the colors
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Yeah I should get some clip ons
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I think I could do it. I would try to write some songs in there, sing other songs and plan what I would do when I got out
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JSebastianBach posted...

Are you looking up the four-in-hand? I believe that's the name of the most basic knot. If you can't figure that out then I really question your coordination

It's true, I am not coordinated. I play piano. That's the most dexterous thing I can do
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LinkPizza posted...

Haha could have gone with that.

The wedding was cool. Over already. It was very religious so lots of god songs and whatnot.

There was another guy there in just a polo but most people had suits and ties. I was probably one of the least dressed up people there. But oh well. I did explain that I couldn't tie a tie.

I can't find good videos of the songs they were singing. But here's a lady singing two of the songs they sang today lol

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Don't own a jacket. Oh well. Sorry to the bride and groom lol
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I'm going to a wedding and was suggested to wear a tie but I'm going to have to leave without it
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I just can't understand what they are doing no matter how slowly they explain it. I try to do exactly what they are doing and it just turns out a tangled mess

Lokarin posted...

can you tie a windsor with shoelaces?

I can only do a normal shoe tying knot
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nt
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Also I would take like a 25k cut for a job if it had very little stress or something I was more interested in. But my current job isn't so bad right now.
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ASlaveObeys posted...

I made (with mandatory overtime) about 20k more than I'm making at my current job. I'd take another 20k cut if there was an easier jib that was just as interesting.

What do you do now? Didn't you used to be an EMT or something?
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I'm thinking if he needed 3 weeks so far, he's not likely to change his mind in a few days if he needs 'time and space'. I guess he will contact me when he's ready. I guess I'll send a text here and there over the next few weeks and see if he ever gets back to me but not getting my hopes up after he texted me that
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I texted his mom again asking that she just ask him why he's not talking to me. I guess he interpreted her asking as her yelling at him. Not sure how she asked. But he finally texted me back saying he needs time and space, that he's overwhelmed and doesn't have energy for anyone. I said okay I just wish he had told me that from the beginning. So now I guess I can only wait and see when/if he texts me again. But at least I know now it wasn't something I did. Told him I wish I could help but if he's saying he needs space then there's probably nothing I can do
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Sefrig posted...

if my best friend stopped talking to me for three weeks i think i would probably say something like if you need space right now thats okay but if you dont let me know thats the case im going to have to assume you dont want to speak to me permanently

I did say something like that. Only more like "I don't know whether it's permanent or not". No response still. I might look into going to see him
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Monopoman posted...

This is the majority of the 2D scrolling ones that are not Metroidvanias like Symphony of the Night or Aria of Sorrow.

Hopefully they do another collection of those for Switch. I love Aria
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I struggle with depression also so I know how it is. I just don't know if he is mad at me or something now. Maybe I said something wrong without realizing it. He lives with his mom. Maybe I will ask her if she minds if I come over at some point soon. I tried to tell him too that even if he doesn't feel like it it would probably help if we met up. But he didn't want to. That was right before he stopped talking to me
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I could get his address. Maybe I will if more time passes. But I don't know why he is not talking to me. Maybe he wants me to stay away. I've never showed up at someone's house without invitation before so it didn't occur to me to do that. I'm a more reserved person. I don't know.
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He always hangs out at my house. I know the neighborhood he lives in but not the exact address. I have his mom's phone number and texted her last week. She said he seems fine and said he was just tired. Really weird.
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He was depressed and said he didn't want to talk to anyone. But then we said a few other things, so I didn't think he meant me. And I thought it would just be for that day. I've checked in, each time after a longer interval than the last. Left a few voicemails. Now I don't know if this is permanent or what
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I can only snap with my pinky
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I will probably get it for switch. Love castlevania. Sweet spot for me though is DS castlevanias. But I haven't even tried some of these classic ones and I should
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https://imgur.com/nUrwuwv
https://imgur.com/fHHtLPS

What a sad cake
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They have this whole system of communication and passing items from cell to cell via the toilet. It's ridiculous and gross but also weirdly touching that they find this way to connect to each other. Even though their relationships through "toilet talking" are really misguided. A lot of the girls on the show have the same quality to them where they randomly lash out at someone. I guess they have poor impulse control. But it's an interesting show
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WastelandCowboy posted...

Strawberries

Ooh that too. I could eat bowls and bowls of strawberries. My favorite fruit
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Stir fried vegetables
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