Lurker > KogaSteelfang

SunWuKung420 posted...

Your parent's are separated?

Yes... and no. He cheated again a couple of years ago and she left him. That's when we moved. Since then though, she seems to have taken him back and has been wanting to go back for a while. He never got the hint that she was leaving him. So, I guess they're back together... Idk. They act like a bickering married couple living away from each other.

I_Abibde posted...

Koga! Long time, no see.

Hi. I've been around, just not posting much. Trying to learn to keep things to myself more(ironic considering this topic though).

LinkPizza posted...

Is it far from where you are now? And will you still be able to keep your job?

It'll actually be closer to work and easier access to the interstate which leads there. I just don't want to end up in the same boat as I was before.

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Currently living with my mom at her friend's house. Friend is in another city so we take care of it while she's away. Was told yesterday we have to be out in a few weeks.

Getting my job back helped us financially, but we were just getting back on our feet so can't afford any other place. The only option is to go back home.

At least I'll have my own place again(kind of) with them next door. So hopefully it won't be too bad. If things go back to how they were idk if I can handle it.

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Yeah, leaving was a bad move. Obviously you realize that now though. They simply gave the same courtesy you did and left as well. It was already their plan to leave anyway so waiting on you to return would hinder their night, plus they likely weren't even sure if/when you'd actually be back.

Also, about thinking that you'd believe she was interested if you were attractive... That's not true either. People like us, with such low self esteem won't believe it regardless. The strike out record just keeps the esteem low enough to generally not get your hopes up. So it hurts a ton when you actually do.

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Never.

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These things should be treated like most other lifestyle choices and have the child be of sound age to make the decision for themselves instead of it being forced. Since it involves a dietary change it should also be monitored by doctors as well.

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Working. Have to pull 7pm to 7am the night before, then be back in 3pm to 11 that night.

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The girls I've tried asking out were always on the less attractive side. They either had personalities that I enjoyed, or had a really cute face to make up for being quite over weight.

Even so, I strike out every time. I tend to get rated as a 7-9 on here, so leagues shouldn't matter. Plus, aiming down hasn't led to any form of success. There just seems to be some inherent flaw with me that makes me undateable.

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Easy.

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Easy enough.

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I don't have any, so no.

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Bacon, and butter(unless on popcorn).

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Here here!

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I've tried, still a no go.

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Congrats @Superlinkbro you deserved this win.

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No.

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36 and because I'm not good enough.

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2, I'm a mistake.

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Same as every year.
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Iirc I have 13 random ones, and like 700 from pokeradar/chaining/fishing/sis and such.

Let's see, first was wingull, then Ponyta, ralts, Nidorino, teddiursa, chatot... Uh, I don't remember the rest. I had a list of which were the random ones at some point.

Also found and lost a shiny Rhyhorn, and shiny venomoth in the Safari zone a couple of encounters apart. Got pretty frustrated and left then later that day was when I found the Ponyta too. It has the run away ability as a reminder. Still unsure if that was a lucky day or not.

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Seems that way, even comments/questions about the pics or bio info doesn't get a response.

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Ogurisama posted...

30-32 waist

This one.

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Not sure if it counts, but my dad was going to shoot me once. He was loading his pistol saying he was going to blow my brains out. We stopped him before he could though, big brawl broke out.

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I had fun when we met. The food was great too.

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Never had it, never will...

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WalkingLobsters posted...

dress better, lose weight, get a hair cut, etc.

I actually tend to get plenty of compliments on my appearance. Sure I could dress better, but that wouldn't address the main issue of me being a complete social failure and that no one would ever want to be with me.

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Not at all.

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I struggle with dating because I'm apparently invisible, and definitely not worth being with. Never had a date, gf, or any such thing. I very much feel like I'm missing a huge part of life, but I'm incapable of experiencing it I guess.

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It's ok, I'm mostly fine now. Thanks though.

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Had my intestines crushed and severed in a car wreck. Was 9 and in the back middle seat with just the seatbelt that goes across your lap. We hit with such force that I was flung forward and the belt caught me across the lower abdomen. It impacted so hard that it hit my spine and severed the intestines between. Obviously had nerve/muscle damage too, but that was secondary.

I don't know why, but the doctors didn't treat me then. They sent me home, but the pain was horrific. Couldn't eat or drink, constant vomiting which caused muscle tension and was agonizing. Had several repeated trips to the hospital just to be shrugged off as well. Eventually they determined that there must be an unknown injury since my health was deteriorating so rapidly at that point(a week later). They did exploratory surgery and saw the extent of the damage and rushed me immediately into emergency surgery.

Turns out I had gangrene from all the dead tissue inside. They cut a bunch out and I mostly recovered. Still have nerve and back issues, along with some issues with the scarring on my guts occasionally twisting and pinching up. Hurts so bad.

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No. I'm very shy, and struggle to connect with people. When in crowds or around new people I tend to shut down and hide in the background.

Once I get used to someone I tend to get compliments on bring friendly, charming, funny, and a good people person... but by that time I'm already set as a background character in their lives and it's just led to me having no one in my life except those who recognize they can use me.

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I did, you didn't answer.

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I guess mom. It's really neither, but people can at least guess we're related somehow if we're next to each other. They tend to be surprised that she's my mom though.

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I've had like 4-5 people offer to set me up with people they know. I agreed each time and none followed through.

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Had to be a C-section because of complications. Turns out the cord was wrapped around my neck and would've killed me during normal birth.

Tricked into a dog house with a beehive in it when I was little. Then it was kicked over so I couldn't get out and ended up hospitalized with hundreds of stings.

Was stung by an unknown insect on the back of my neck when I was a kid. Immediately swelled up and was rushed to the hospital. Then the medication they gave me caused another allergic reaction on top of that.

Was in a car wreck at 9, which crushed and severed my intestines. Doctors didn't treat me, so I ended up getting gangrene. Had to have emergency surgery to cut them out. Was told I wouldn't have survived the night without it.

The same time as the previous one. My dad decided to not sign the consent form for the surgery. Instead opting to let me for instead. My mom took a cussing for signing, but I got to live... yay.

When I was grown, dad decided to just kill me himself. Got the gun and was loading it, so my mom and I attacked to get it away from him. He was going to kill us both that night. He ended up knocking me to the floor and trying to strangle me. Was still finding new injuries and bite marks 2 days later.

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Lost_All_Senses posted...

You're taking it too literal lol. We're just saying it's silly and not helpful.

I don't think most people would understand how things like that video can be frustrating to people with issues in that part of life.

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At first I didn't think so. Seemed he was just listing effects, then trying to sell his program or whatever. Then towards the end, yeah, seemed like he was bragging. Probably a ploy to entice more people to join. Still was annoying.

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Yes, of course there is.

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Annoyed. They always press for answers after that on why. Then I just feel like more of a loser and I get judged.

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For real though, yes. I don't think it's possible for anyone to love me(aside from my mom anyway). I want to be loved so badly, and it just won't happen.

I do love others myself, but even so there's no real connection with them. The strongest connections I've ever had with people were from this site, and that turned out badly for everyone.

I don't think I'll ever get to experience actual love, giving or receiving. It's not meant to be I guess, not for me anyway.

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Yeah, she'd be the only one willing. Plus the gender swap pics turned out well.

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Yes.

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Just got to the second gym.

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6'
Unsure of weight. Haven't weighed myself in like 2 years. Pretty sure I've gained some, getting a bit squishy around the mid section. Last I know of it was hovering around 170-175.

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Lobomoon posted...

What if you (yes - you - the person reading this topic) is mentally challenged and you just don't know it. What if people around you are just pretend acting like you are normal, just to be polite. What if the things you think about people you are saying out loud and others just pretend they can't hear you.

I was afraid of this. Talked to my doctor and therapist about it a few years ago. They both agreed separately that didn't seem to be the case... but still...

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For most, yeah. Some exceptions exist though, like myself.

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Veggeta X posted...

And there is me, without both.

Same.

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I don't have friends.

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Amenadeel posted...

I don't know if I'll ever be with a woman.

Same.

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Wii_Shaker posted...

It doesn't matter what you look like in the grand scheme of things.

An ugly guy who isn't afraid of getting shot down is going to pull more ass than the attractive guy who is too shy or lacks the confidence to talk to people.

This, I'm apparently attractive, and have no idea what to do with it.

GS4Life posted...

im a 30 year forever alone virgin your not the only one

36 here.

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Me too now.

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