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yea.
i feel that i have just discovered who i am after going through all the shit i went through.

...im afraid that i spent most my life lost in this world trying to be what others wanted than what i truly want to be.

there are set paths that guide us to what others want us as individuals to be. i feel social pressures and social structure push us towards that life. part of me dont like it and the world doesnt leave any room for me. i should be this, I shouldve been that. im so lost and incomplete tbh i dont care and thats what led to my journey of discovery.

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welcome to law enforcement's future in drones...

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yea
protests are to change something in the status quo, showing the strength in numbers of how much the people want the change.

theyll protest until theyre are heard. the response in leadership seems like they could be protesting for some time until they get the response all the protesting wants

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consequences are that this time we have seen racial tensions reach a new generation of americans willing to take action for what they believe in. they are leaderless so they become leaders of the movement.

...only to be neutralized by the pandemic. so theyre protesting on the frontlines of racism and the pandemic. all those in positions of power can do is wait it all out. time is everything in this movement.


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i do know
i did change
now i dont do...

mainly cause of oil disposal. also because i cant reset the service light. id like to think it dont bother me but it does the more im not driving lol

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make a book on his tweets.

just his tweets gathered throughout his presidency. nothing else.

Trump, a collection of presidential tweets

when you make it to best seller list, i want a portion of the profits.

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been reading a theres rise in infections.

a meat processing plant even stopped testing because 55% of infections of the state came from there. that was reported 2 weeks ago. i feel this is whats going to happen: infection rises and the numbers will be covered up in order to keep businesses open.

many states have seen rises in the coronavirus. its the more densely populated states that are indicated based on yesterdays news.

country cannot afford to stay shut down. the only way the country shuts down again is based on how many people die this time around. there are less healthcare personnel. i wonder if theres going to be a revolving door of low wage work thats going to be available and its going to cost the life of someone you know.

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i feel if we the people really wanted change, we can change the country. thats why everything divides us. we too OP to exist united.

change has a price though, a price not everybodys willing to pay.

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was there a time when money didnt factor to have kids?


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3-4 hours here too

its affecting me badly these days. i was getting my sleep and going to sleep whenever.

this past week ive been sleeping at 9pm waking up at around midnight. staying up for a few hours and sleeping at 5am then waking up at 7am. nap at 2pm. wake up at 5pm. sleep at 9pm, wake up at 12am...

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https://youtu.be/YsRMoWYGLNA

4:17 ASAP Rocky


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what if...
generally its the lack of organization protesting deciding to impulsively react to vehicle. randoms join to support in their best ways. some go to protect the protest.

protesters walk en masse through city.
fear in protest leads to impulsively attack possible threats of protesters. mob mentality triggered.

sure there were others trying to keep it peaceful but everybody is scared and fear runs the streets. lotsa anger and fear. nobody safe. people react differently to possible threats. effectively de-escalating the situation with nonviolence is 50/50.

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theyll send drones before the military tbh if cities begin to fall one after another though

some contractor will start targeting people for "concentrated law enforcement support"

doomsday clock moves...

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now more than ever...
where is the love the black eyed peas ft justin timberlake
https://youtu.be/WpYeekQkAdc

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hate begets hate
violence begets more violence
toughness begets the greater toughness...

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Kastrada posted...

It's a space station!

i have a bad feeling about this...

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nice. pics looks cool. i want to see the action in game. theyre changing the gameplay?! wonder if difficulty will also change.

this could be the definitive version if theyre goin to revamp the game.

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Blue_Target posted...

RIP Vegas

the workers that work casinos are doing everything just for gamblers to play.

the contact testing Nevada will be doing requires to be comprehensive AF from localized search (Vegas employees) to domestic and international tracing (tourists). a thorough search would do beyond Nevada state lines. wonder when they will stop tracing if or when the infection spreads.

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8:04-8:44...felt this so much. i feel that i have stood by watching in shock at the treatment of others and succumb to the bystander effect. we need to be responsible for each other as a people, as Americans. we have to save each other as Americans because if one of us suffers, we all suffer.

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pluto.

is it planet or not?!

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life is a responsibility,
we have to save each other.

fear is the mind killer...


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this what happens when we depend on a 100 year old made up, economic measurement to get a country out of depression and get people confident in being economic inputs and serving the market.

our leaders are basing crucial decisions of how to run the country on the stock market and profitability. it almost seems intentional to risk life over pandemic conditions and civil unrest. the economic numbers are the truth though. strong economy is better for all.

stabilize the economy and everybody will be too busy to protest or make their public voice heard. everybody will be happy with a good economy. i feel that this is what WH officials and Trump want. they are banking on big business to solve everything again...

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https://youtu.be/rIYuU2_rYP0
https://youtu.be/GZVsfSy4CVI

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instant gratification with the least effort/time

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i get pulled over for speeding. my most recent was last year when i visited california

i was let off with a warning going 80mph on 65mph. the highway was open and i just kept pace with the cars ahead of me.

the officer asked me why i was speeding and i told him the truth. he let me go saying be careful and have a safe trip.

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been using the mxrplays outro for my ring tone
https://youtu.be/f_JFDnIohdo

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yes.
this website reset my autolog in on desktop tablet mobile

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that means the anti christ is here and is the invinsible hand guiding everything towards the whole hell on earth thing.

if thats so, its too late. God's people has been taken and we are all going to be living through these dark times.

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incoming coup d'etat

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no. these take time and will be dragged out for some time. i think the majority of us know that.

the riots happened at an opportune time when protests were being made. i think there will be smaller protests or demonstrations but not near the numbers we have seen for the past week

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theres a 4pm curfew in effect right now there.
another long night... be safe all

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Yeah.
o/

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we have seen the economy and its wealth thrive for all this time yet the humanity in it has been taking losses. this pandemic has shown that people are choosing to risk their life for their livelihood. should people ever feel this way in the economy? what about in non pandemic conditions where the decisions of hiring and employment are soley based in profitability and people serving the market.

somewhere in this he says men deteriorate without work.
https://youtu.be/O0GzC-i68e4

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its a cycle of fear that leads to anger, anger to hate, hate to suffering... i feel united in the cause just to realize that these are the moments we all live for: when the moments of less mean so much more.

we are all spokes of the wheel of this fear cycle. the only way it stops is to break the cycle.

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yes, i would

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...fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

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i believe nationwide tests were made and done for those not poor people in the country.

i know there are news reports based on this in different states.


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all of the leadership need to be voted out tbh

party system has been in place and they had their chances for over half a century.

we as people and country need hard reset. enough is enough and its time for change.

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wait this gonna be like bleach where the show stops but manga went on?

i dont remember attack on titan ending in the manga. i stopped keeping up with the series after season 2 and reading ahead of the show
maybe i didnt read far enough lol

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set for life retirement. no worries of housing health & cost of living.

...thats how much itll take for me. until then i am here 4 life ...or when they shut down this

there may come a time when i post once a month or once a year but ill be here...

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wtf
https://youtu.be/XeDM1ZjMK50

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a player takes a knee for this stuff
they change the narrative.

you think theyd chill over the awareness yet the cops are still taking actions towards certain people.

people are dying by law enforcement
no justice, no peace. the protesting to spread awareness of civil and social unrest. they are united against the systemic oppression people face every day.

people that are looting and burning their community are using this tragedy for their own individual gain. they let their actions define the very thing theyre against. the violence and looting actions undermine the message of the protesting.

this is a cycle of protesting we have seen throughout the decades. these sparks will ignite one day into something for history. i think one day a MLK like march will be done for this because of this cycle of activity to actually unite everybody. eventually people will be tired of it and bring meaningful change.

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storytime.
https://youtu.be/4-079YIasck

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We going streaking...

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https://youtu.be/6Wf-mRo7C2I

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https://youtu.be/xvZqHgFz51I

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we shutdown almost everything without a plan.
we are re-opening slowly without a plan.
failing to plan is planning to fail.

there are people getting infected every day. we have finite healthcare resources. best case is we have delayed the pandemic long enough with withstand through it. worst case scenario is we re-open too early and we are going to experience the full effect of lacking the resources to save lives.

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Stay in the future.
Then a corona virus outbreak happens there. I am patient 0 carrier lol

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I wash my car and it rains within a week for me. Or somehow my car gets wet from the morning or sprinklers nearby wherever car was parked.

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