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Wii Shaker, I think youve improved a lot since you started taking these on. Your faces are looking a lot better.

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OffTempo posted...

Thats amazing work! Good job, you have an interesting art style!

Proofpyros posted...

Damn i love your style!

Thanks! :)

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I felt like taking a break from comic work today and drew this girl. She's up for free adoption if anyone wants to claim her.
https://i.imgur.com/PbKhkM1.jpg

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Oh, I did Corrupt Powers already. Ill still take up one more request though. Its fun every once in a while.

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I'll offer to take one more if anyone would like me to do theirs instead.

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I took a full body one caus I felt cute earlier.


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CalypsoDoom posted...

You look great!!!

Aw thanks! Same to you!

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I meant to get my teeth earrings in this picture, but my hair is too poofy and my phone is too big to use one hand to take pictures. :/


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Corrupt_Power posted... Nice! I really like that style.

Actually, looking through your DA, I'm impressed with how many different styles and approaches you've worked with. All of them look pretty unique as well, which is really cool. Good stuff!

Thanks! In high school and college both, I was obsessed with experimenting with style, so I got plenty of practice back then. I think the biggest shift I had was in softening my colors. Still using blocky shapes though!

Tyranthraxus posted...

You know this style was reminding me of something from a video game and I just couldn't quite figure it out. And it was really bugging me.

Well, I finally figured it out. It reminds me of the in-game art/murals of Legend of Zelda.



Good stuff actually.

I usually get Wind Waker comments about my style, so A Link Between Worlds is kind of a new one to me. Thanks!

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Corrupt_Power posted...

That would be awesome!

@Corrupt_Power
Done!
https://i.imgur.com/pe3cibG.jpg

Also, I think that's it for me as far as drawings for this topic. It was fun though.

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Corrupt_Power posted...

@Pus_N_Pecans I really dig your style, it reminds me of Psychonauts. If you want to do mine that be super cool!

Oh, thanks! I might be up for that on Monday. I could do a more Psychonauts inspired style potentially too

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Thanks everyone! Good games to you all too!

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Oof, I'm out for the night...Leaving without a win.

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Dang, I didn't think I'd die like that on the second life. Still, that Dedede is good! I can't win any games tonight. :(

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I don't think I'll ever manage to beat that Richter. His projectiles counter mine way too well.

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Darn, used side b instead of up b...

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I might play tonight in maybe like an hour or so?

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Shablagoo posted...

You have very vibrant eyes

Thanks! They always seem to look a lot darker in pictures for some reason, but they're actually a bright blue. I have a not so flattering picture I could post for reference, but it's....not very flattering, so I don't think I will.

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No makeup today.


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I'll pop in for a second here I think

*Op, it's full already! Nevermind, maybe another time.

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The_Creep_2020 posted... I thought I was going to be a doctor.

Then I realised I didnt like sock people.

I thought I was going to be an ecologist.

Then I realised I didnt like wandering around in damp foliage.

I eventually discovered that I dont mind working in an office and ended up doing something I really enjoy for far more than I expected.

I dunno, sock puppets are pretty fun.

ForsakenHermit posted...

Amazingly far off.

As a kid my dream was to make video games for a living and by make video games I mean give broad ideas of what the games would be and bark orders at underlings. My struggles with math post arithmetic slowly soured that dream before taking computer programming
classes in high school killed it for good.

After that I thought about becoming a history teacher and then a librarian but both goals had pitfalls. The history teacher concept was rejected by a combination of an over saturated pool of applicants and a realization that teaching was harder than I thought. As for the librarian idea doing it at a school or university was more trouble than it was worth and being a public one meant having to find a small city at the very least and that meant moving away which I didn't want to do despite thinking it was a good idea as a kid.

I also thought some of the issues I had as a child would evaporate when I grew up hut that didn't happen. Despite that I'm not despondent or unhappy just not where I thought I would be.

Yeah, I don't really believe that there's A job that's going to work for a person above all others, in the same way I don't believe in the idea of only having ONE soulmate; concerning one's self with such a notion is only going to set you up with a crippling case of indecision.

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Wii_Shaker posted...

Thanks. She wanted the hat to resemble a meatball :)

Aw, I didnt notice at first, but I see it now. Its real cute.

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That one is super cute.

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WrestlinFan posted...

Long time no see how have you been?

Pretty good! I moved to a new apartment a few weeks back; my first time without any roommates in quite a few years. Im liking it for the most part so far though. It feels good having the freedom to decorate however I please

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MacadamianNut3 posted...

Yeah I didn't realize that was my underlying problem until just under a year ago. I finally lost all excuses I had after buying a home in Maryland since I converted from a contractor to a full time employee after 3 years and knew I would be in the area for years to come, and shortly after that I went on a date with a really nice girl and I thought we clicked really well. Until she said that she didn't expect to be in the area for more than 2 years as a Navy medic with rotations and that was the killer. But just as I was ready to put myself out there, the pandemic starts lol. So I guess I'll just see what happens in 2021

I feel that. The pandemic has put a lot of my plans on hold for a while. You just gotta find a way to fill in the gaps for the time being I think. Ive been doing a lot of art to get through.

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I like them both a lot, but I voted Calypso since shes down some votes at the moment.

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Someday Ill make it to one of these CAH nights. Weekdays are easier for me, since Im usually busy of the weekends. Hope it was fun!

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Hey, my area is about the only place in MN doing okay.

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I don't think anyone really liked it all that much, so not really. Something like Deadly Premonition is a lot better option for the most polarizing game of last gen.

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DespondentDeity posted...

You have a really powerful story, I'm grateful you decided to share. I'm really proud of you, and I'm so happy that you are living as you now and that you have supports to turn to when things get tough. You and your boyfriend are so beautiful and cute. :)

It took me like 15 years to figure out how toxic my family was and how deeply their abuse had brutalized my self esteem. Even now, my grandma recently texted me a family photo captioned "You were missed" when I wasn't even invited in the first place let alone a sociopath that would fly to Arizona in the midst of this pandemic. I wanted to call her out on it but I would rather not be involved at all with her gaslighting and guilt tripping, and for the first time as an adult I realized that's a choice I can make for myself.

Maybe someday, your family will come around and decide to see that you are living in a way that expresses your true self, and that you're now a more complete person for it. Either way the fact that you've come as far as you have is a testament to how strong you are. Here's a song for you.

The Uncluded - Teleprompters

https://youtu.be/meYMsri6VIU

You saw that picture? Thanks. :)

I feel that though. The last time I saw my parents was earlier this year at a funeral for my little cousin. It was incredibly awkward, and my dad deadnamed me right off the bat. Thankfully, I was able to sit away from them with some of my extended family who don't share their bigoted views. It was still really weird, because I really hadn't seen most of them in like a decade, but I was glad I went.

Thanks for all that. I'm not too optimistic at this point, though I was never all that close with them to begin with.

MacadamianNut3 posted...

Well as a kid I always had dreams about wearing a lab coat and doing some random ass research (since little kids don't know shit) that requires a lab coat. Ignoring the brief period in high school where I thought I was gonna be an architect, that part kinda came true since I have a doctorate and I'm a robotics researcher but unfortunately no lab coats are involved. At least not until I help create EVAs

I also thought I would be married by now by copying my parents who grew up together and had me at 24, since I also had that kind of relationship with a girl in my neighborhood for 6 years. Right before middle school started we finally cut the kiddie crap and admitted we liked each other and started dating. Then my family moved at the end of my first semester of 6th grade and that relationship died, and I have yet to have another relationship that rivals what I had back when I was scamming other dumb kids for their Pokemon cards during class breaks. I've dated plenty since then, but I didn't put myself entirely out there during those times because it was always a lingering thought of "what happens when I graduate from high school/college/grad school and move" which is kind of true since for each of those milestones, I've hopped to different states. That on top of attending two middle schools and two high schools.

So I'm like 1/2 for vague dreams from childhood

How old are you now? I moved around a lot as a kid too (and as an adult too I suppose, but the distances between each move have been much shorter) I think it can be difficult to allow yourself to get attached to a place or the people there when you've grown so accustomed with moving, but you shouldn't let it dictate your life, and deprive yourself of some fulfilling relationships.

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Im not, but Id agree with that perspective. I remember when I had first decided to transition about two and a half years ago, I was absolutely terrified about it; Id been with my girlfriend at the time for five years, and I still didnt feel capable of telling her the way I felt, and so instead, I suggested we break up so I could avoid it.

It wasnt until I could see how much it hurt her and how terrible I felt about what Id done that I finally decided to tell her. She accepted it, and though we ultimately did break up about a year later, were still very good friends and shes always been a big support for me.

It worked out in the end, despite the pain of feeling trapped in between for first year or having to cut my family out of my life. Im a much happier person today, and though sometimes I still feel nervous around certain types of people, overall my anxiety is a lot more manageable.

And aw, thanks. I try my best to maintain a positive outlook. I really dont think I was always this way, but its easier to take a step back and listen when I dont have to feel this constant discomfort about my body.

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Alright, Im out! Good games everyone!

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Ill probably play one more round before heading out.

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I said it last time, but Simons Richter is crazy good.

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pojr posted...

you did a good job with using plant's tools and projectiles. i had a lot of trouble getting in.

Thanks! Ive always been a fan of projectile based characters. I mostly used Duck Hunt in 4, and I still use him occasionally in this one.

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pojr posted...

isn't pecans new? what business does he have being so good at this game haha

Oh, Im a she. Im really only good with Pirahna Plant. Id be up for a round of doubles though.

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Ill probably play a round or two quick

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denizengear posted...

I landed pretty close. My dream was to become a comic artist, and I'm an artist/animator for an indy game developer.

Nice! Can I see any of your stuff?

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Florence
Into the Breach
Hotline Miami Collection
Cuphead
Ape Out
Gris
Snipperclips
Wizard of Legend

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I really appreciate your honesty. I think most people are programmed to view pain as something to avoid or to distract themselves from, but its only when youre willing to let yourself feel and to examine those feelings, that youre able to grow as a person.

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I might play tonight

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SmidgeIsntBack posted...

Harry Potter in the trash can

Aw.

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Ape Escape

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Heavy_D_Forever posted...

Where you live TC? Those forest pics look a lot like the Pacific Northwest.

I live in MN, so not quite!

onedarksoul posted...

Nice stuff

Thanks!

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Ruvan22 posted... Very cool use of lighting!

It's all natural!

When I edit my photos, all I really do most of the time is mess around with the color balance.

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Thanks! x2

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Thats my living room. Im currently working from home.


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I never bothered with this movie because it looked like a shallow version of Nymphomaniac, but Noe has never been one to shy away from explicit imagery. (same goes for Von Trier for that matter)

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SiO4 posted... My aunt down the road has Ivy on a stucco house. I half lived there when my parents split.
It has since been sold, they painted it, and took down the ivy. :-(

It is an interesting house though, costume made. It had costume made molding.

Would love!

SiO4 posted...

Okay, maybe if I do it like this...

I had two pics, but this show a little controlled chaos in the back.

https://i.imgur.com/ybmfiM6.jpg

What kind of flowers are those? Do you know? They're got a nice wine color to them.

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SiO4 posted...

Nice though it does look a little like my backyard!!

That sounds lovely to me. People always say it's bad for the structure, but I've always loved the look of ivy on buildings too.

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