Lurker > RJP_X

definitely wasn't that as i just tried that, as it was the kind of sign in page where you first turn on the chromebook to enter your password. completely unsure how i even got to it as i was in the middle of typing an email and was alternating to cap locks. i'm guessing i might have hit some kinda key accidentally, but unsure. its got my worried if i should change my passwords, but maybe i'm just being paranoid and maybe it was some kind of bug.

---

''Hey I ain't ugly! I'm just way below average!!!'' -Genocide Jill.
PSN: RJP_X

is there any particular key triggers that can take you to signing back in with your username?

a couple of hours ago i was typing and i am really unsure how but it took me to the google system login. i think i was hitting search and alt to capitalize the keys. i was worried that it was hacked, i was drinking so paranoia hit pretty hard. i feel like i must have accidentally hit a combination of some keys but wasn't sure if that's possible.

---

''Hey I ain't ugly! I'm just way below average!!!'' -Genocide Jill.
PSN: RJP_X

some people who don't do it at all seem happy.

i notice for me personally it seems to have no benefits, actually at times it worsen's my mood which makes me quit. every once in awhile i feel better but the majority of the time i feel more depressed and miserable.

from december through march i tried walking on the treadmill at a faster pace and weights and felt awful all that time, i stopped because the tarsal coalition in my feet got really painful and i have been tempted to give it a go again as my moods have been very low, but i'm not even motivated to start because i worry about the same results happening.

---

''Hey I ain't ugly! I'm just way below average!!!'' -Genocide Jill.
PSN: RJP_X

zebatov posted...

Maybe now is the time to quit?

yeah i see where you're coming from. however i have been smoking tobacco since i was 15, 27 now. it would be such a long and hard process to quit. nearly every hour of the day i smoke 2-4 one after the other, just because rolling tobacco offers much more quantity to smoke. also from what i read, rolled tobacco doesn't have all of the chemicals that packs do, so its 'somewhat' of a safer alternative.

i am also not putting down the fact that liquor stores are still open, as i like to drink as well. alcoholism runs on both sides of my family, and there was one time i really had to quit which was extremely difficult for that first month, then a year and a half later i started drinking again from that one point and its not as excessive as it once was. if i had a job and was earning money i would probably be drinking every night, but i've never had a job yet.

i have asperger's, i haven't been out much since i left school years ago. but i do enjoy my smokes and drinks.


---

''Hey I ain't ugly! I'm just way below average!!!'' -Genocide Jill.
PSN: RJP_X

ok i live in R.I. and i am close to swansea MA where i usually get tobacco bags and cigarette filters but nothing is open.

for others that smoke cigarette's this way, what kind of option do you have of getting this stuff?

i looked on amazon and there's no tobacco bags in site, just the filters for $25 for 5 boxes which is expensive for them compared to buying them in stores.

just looking for alternatives and some ideas as what to do at this point.

i heard that liquor stores are considered essential because of alcohol addiction, but the same should be said for smoke shops. when the many years i've been rolling and going in these kinds of stores there's never a crowd of 5 or more. sometimes there's one other person, but in most cases when i go in these stores i would be the only one.

i am not the most knowledgeable of things, so i am trying to figure things out. thank you.

---

''Hey I ain't ugly! I'm just way below average!!!'' -Genocide Jill.
PSN: RJP_X