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LeetCheet posted...

I wish you both the best. There are really no words on how horrible cancer is for everyone involved.
What are her symptoms?

hemoglobin is low, not supposed to be under 20 and hers is 6. Iron is low, red blood cell very low also making her anemic. Lymph nodes all are hurting badly as well as her side, unless its a strong pain med it doesnt phase it for her. She has been running a fever of 100-102 for about 3 weeks. All her blood tests have come back abnormal pointing towards something serious and from what she has looked up on her own points to it likely being leukemia or possibly lupus, she also wondered if it could be lymphoma. I think they already ruled out lymphoma and lupus.

They did an mri so hopefully I have more answers tomorrow. Thank you everyone who responded with good wishes / prayers, I definitely appreciate it

The last month has seriously sucked. Not sure why Im making this topic, but I guess its just to cope more.

So in January my wife got sick, she was showing practically every sign of Covid. She got tested twice and both said negative.... From her blood work its all pointing towards leukemia. The hospital is running tons of tests and ruling out everything we already know its not..... very frustrating.

In short Im scared and hate this. I just hope I know for sure soon so they can start treating whatever is going on, before she gets even worse. All that is for sure right now is she has something very serious and if its not treated..... :(

FatalAccident posted...

You ever feel like that?

like just exhausted man

i so tired

Yeah unfortunately, I tend to be more emotional when tired.

It's a very complicated topic. I tend to be against it, and don't want to see anyone pursue that path. I do understand it though, and in some instances I've been at peace with it.

One example of where I was at peace with it is my great uncle deciding to take that path when he found out he had stage 4 cancer and there was nothing that could be done. He didn't want to suffer the remaining time he had left and have his brothers and sisters have to take care of him knowing how hard that would be on them. It's a terrible situation but I understand it.

On the reverse of that though, my wife unfortunately deals with thoughts endlessly on it. She has been through hell, and also deals with a mental illness, so to her it's a daily fight. She feels powerless and like her life is non stop pain, and she takes pleasure in thinking on how she could end that suffering and it makes her feel less powerless. I never want to see her go through with it though. It might be selfish of me but I just never want to lose her.

I'm currently playing AI Somnium Files, its from the guy who did 999 zero escape virtues last reward etc. So far I like 999 better but it's interesting still so i'm glad I got it.

Heath ledger, I liked his talent and it just shocked me when he past. Its really hard to pick though since several have had an impact. Honorable mentions would be robin williams, Sean Connery, Chester Bennington, John Witherspoon. They all will be missed

A lot more, the last 5 years have been horrible unfortunately. The biggest drop though was this year in March, which I believe I had covid and it had a lasting effect of chronic fatigue.

None

other, mine is just on the floor with the box spring, it's huge and high enough off the ground as it is

I think the bull bosses in sekiro might fall into this. If you time it right you can have them charge a wall and one shot themselves

No, and I dont know. Ive thought about it but not sure if its wise for me to due to many possible issues that would come from it.

I stay home mostly outside of work. Just trips to the store and other essentials. At work we are supposed to wear masks while in the building, which I do but most of the other associates don't. I'm an essential worker shipping food to major retailers so I have to go out for that.

It does annoy me seeing others not wearing a mask when I am out and at work. I've had 5 people in my family get covid, and 1 of them is 90 and it almost killed him. I seriously think my wife had it back in march and she still has problems breathing, people should take it more seriously and be responsible. I pray my mother in law doesn't get it too, since she was unfortunately just diagnosed with lung cancer and has a blood clot in one of her lungs as well..... this year has been rough.

I have no reason to go. I have a scale at home to weight packages, and the driver who drops off the mail will take anything I need to send.

Yes but by accident, had phone in my pocket and it called 911 while I was at work.

Xenosaga was longer I think lol. I loved the series but it was very packed with cut scenes

Unfortunately I have 5 family members who are infected and one of them is in the hospital and may die, his actions show just how little he cares about the safety of others. Its sickening how little others care if many live or die if they arent directly affected.

Shadowbird_RH posted...

No deed no matter how great entitles a person to disregard public safety and potentially jeopardize any number of lives over something so selfish and trivial.

This, he is taking no personal responsibility and doesnt care if he accidentally infects and kills others. Its selfish and pathetic how entitled people can be

lihlih posted...

Bob Belcher definitely should've made the list.

This, and other because of this lol