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It's not the first time. Back in 2013 I had a few sessions and found it helpful. I'd say I loved it. It got stopped short due to change in coverage (plus a tad bit of laziness on my end in terms of just not seeking it out once it became less convenient.)

I've known full well for a number of years now that I ought to talk to a professional about this website and my history on it. Of course, none of that exists in a vacuum. There's plenty of non-GameFAQs reasons for me to see a therapist, too. But this place and all the toxic raging I've done here have been a rather obvious problem point for me for the past...decade? Sheesh.

Anyway, I don't have a good reason to have put it off so long. I definitely told Chris in a PM years ago I need to have a talk with a therapist about this stuff. But a combination of just being stubborn and lazy and cheap and drunk and distracted and etc. has led to it not happening.

I finally arranged an appointment a while ago. Had my second session this week.

I felt so much lighter even after just an intake appointment which basically can be boiled down as me saying "there's reasons I know I ought to see a therapist and here's what they are". Like, I could've said all that to a brick wall and probably not felt much different afterward, but simply having another living breathing human in the room who is listening with an unbiased perspective makes all the difference in the world.

Within two total hours of conversation we'd already connected a couple of my biggest underlying problems here with aspects of my childhood that make total sense. And the thing is, it's nothing surprising. It's not as if I suddenly realized some deep problem in my life that I'd never considered before. Just something about systematically approaching the issue from a blank slate gives everything a lot of clarity.

I don't know where exactly this thread is supposed to be going, but it just seemed on theme with my life to make it. I've already overshared ten million other stupid embarrassing things from my past here, so what could it hurt to share a little good while I'm at it.

So uh...what's up?

Oops meant this in the NFL general discussion topic.

Wikipedia:

Detroit is one of only two teams with a losing record against all of their divisional opponents with 100-plus head-to-head games played (along with the Los Angeles Chargers). This holds true as of the end of the 2019 season.

Dang, it looked like the Colts would have a chance down 3 with the ball and 2 minutes to go but nope just a quick turnover to seal the loss

Packers

Level 2: Colts

Bonus: 3

I don't understand how that wasn't a 1st down. The camera showed the nose of the ball overlapping the stick and they called it short?

This makes sense. The Bengals would pull it out just to spite me.

I always find it funny when there's a review on a fumble type play and they show 4 different angles before they show the one that's obviously the best angle.

As if they don't have the capability of immediately identifying the best angle

The vikings field goal curse got nothing on the Bungles.

1 quarter to play, Bengals up 10

Loss is guaranteed

The Classic

Just throwing this out there @ScareChan @Fastbreak

Not enough people entered your B8 FOOBALL (NFL Contest 1) contest. The bad news, this contest can't run. The good news, we've put your entry money back in your FanDuel account. So you can join a new contest.

oh it's just the Chris Rodriguez show, huh

haven't been watching the kentucky missouri game but

8.2 yards per play, 6/6 on 3rd down conversions

seems p decent

That cat thing was pretty wild

Well I mean the Bucs offense is kind of good tbh

Was a valiant effort by Dak and the gang. Encouraging if I'm a fan. As for Tampa, well, you hopefully won't usually turn it over 3 times (discounting the end of half pick) so still kind of a good look, maybe

All that matters is my Godwin outscored my opponent's Lamb by exactly 0.1

It's over I have the high ground

I liked how they called it a bad play by brady

50 & LV

turbopuns3 posted...

Here's to hoping I win a million dollars tonight on my free fanduel voucher

I have zeurlein rojo and Fournette on this, looking great so far

xp1337 posted...

Hey, wait, mic up those refs again! That looked like it was gonna be funny!

That ref's face after the personal foul around the line of scrimmage was pretty funny

I feel like he heard some words

Here's to hoping I win a million dollars tonight on my free fanduel voucher

Change to Rams

Change to Rams

I have no clue what I was looking at before but I thought Cleveland was playing Houston, they're actually playing the Chiefs

Change to Browns

Level 1: Browns
Bonus: No

I generally only change the speed if it's something I've already watched before and I have a limited time, like I'm leaving the house in 20 minutes and it's a 30-minute video or whatever

What a silly ending.

Tough way to lose for Wisconsin. Woof.

had dinner with Jesse Eisenberg once

xenosaga posted...

BRITNEY'S DANCE BEAT

Single greatest video game I have ever found sitting near the pool at a hotel

Britney's Dance Beat

KokoroAkechi posted...

When he said Matt turk I almost spit out my drink.

Came here to appreciate this yeah

Bucs for now in case I forget

oh huh

wait so are eagles rankings coming or nah

Did someone say Kentucky