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Yes. I was abused by my parents, and never allowed out. I mean, I was allowed to play outside, I was never allowed to interact with anyone except in school. Then I was bullied there too. I was always shy, so it eventually led to me being a total shut in. Once I started spending all my time inside I wasn't really allowed out of my room.

So, yeah, very socially stunted which led to anxiety issues when I have to interact with anyone outside my immediate family. Which just led to me feeling completely out of place and unwanted. I don't know how to fix it, and at this point in life it looks like it'll never get better. Thought for a while I fit in here, but I ruined that too. I just don't belong.

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No, my grandparents basically had nothing. Worked so hard just to own a home for their kids. My parents were a bit better off, but they still struggled. I'm currently in the same situation they've been in their whole lives, saving up to try and get by. It's none of their fault, I see how difficult it is to save money when living paycheck to paycheck.

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The right one, though most likely I wasn't even invited.

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Sure, let him figure things out for himself. If it makes him happy, and he's safe about, I'm good.

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MorbidFaithless posted...

What's the long part?

It's nose/upper jaw.

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It's explained pretty clearly at the end by Christian when they meet up at the church. What happened, happened, and they were the most important people to each other. If they died during the crash, they wouldn't be important to one another. The sideways was just a waste of time they somehow created to wait for the rest to die off and move on together.

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SuperShake666 posted...

Her tits won't be loose in a small jacket. You know, something that doesn't work the same in real life.

I don't see why she can't just have a vest and have the jacket tied around her waste or instead, or wear it normally and be open in front. Sure no one could wear it half falling off like she does in the anime, but I don't anyone was expecting her to. Plus, the reason is that a real person can't wear those clothes? It's literally just a jacket.
*Shrug*

Oh well, just seems like a silly thing to claim. I don't anyone would've batted an eye seeing her in regular clothes if they never mentioned this.

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ZannoL posted...

Good looking fella like you wont be single for long

That's funny. You're funny.

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I don't care all that much either way, but isn't it just a pair of shorts and a jacket?

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Forever single.

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Obviously.

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Was already depressed. The shutdown just made my life easier.

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https://i.imgur.com/OtQXAA5.jpg

Now, I know what your thinking. No, we didn't touch/move it. We waited for nearly 24 hours without approaching it at all. It stayed in the yard crying all night long Friday. It was still out there crying at noon Yesterday. We were getting worried so mom got some goat milk and fed it a bottle just to be safe. Waited till midnight and fed it again.

Still no sign of the mom having returned today, so we decided to take it in. It's so cute and sweet. This'll be the 4th or 5th we've raised over the years, but the others all had their mothers killed. This one is just MIA. :/

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Nicely done! Congrats!

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My cousin once told me that he's better looking than his reflection is.

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Irony posted...

You absolutely can except chameleons

I had a chameleon like 12 years ago. She was awesome. I really want another one, but my first one got sick and died. No vets would treat her because she was a reptile. So, I'm very weary of getting another if I can't guarantee taking good care of it.

If I get another lizard, I'd probably go with a Gecko or Bearded Dragon instead. Much easier to care for and have just as much personality.

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Does it still count if those are just focused on yourself?

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Iirc that's average height.

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Vermander posted...

I would rather just wait till next year.

Why not wait then? From what you post you're still seeing your ex too. If you hate how it's going now, there's no reason to keep at it just because.

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indica posted...

That doesn't answer the question, it only piques my curiosity.

Alright, being a useless loser who spends his time whining on the internet and causing problems for anyone who tries to help. I'm just awful, and toxic and rightfully disliked here.

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wwinterj25 posted...

I know myself.

It doesn't really seem to bother you too much. Being unwanted/disliked runs all over me. I think I've been handling it better lately, but I wish I could take it in stride like you.

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Yes, and he was quite entertaining. Not only was the moon landing fake, but aliens were the reason they couldn't go for real.

He also claimed to be an expert on Bigfoot. Said Sasquatches train beavers to build dams and that they're actually aquatic mammals like otters. They live inside the beaver dams and eat trees. The reason they vanish without a trace is because they found water and no one thinks to check for a submersed ape.

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Nothing good.

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I can't see what's directly behind me. It's not a massive black spot, it's just non-existent to visual perception. That kind of nothingness is what I assume they'd be dealing with.

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6'
I'd rather be 6'1 or 6'2, but I don't really care all that much.

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He'd be one of the ones causing these problems. He already believes he has the right to harm someone for not giving him what he wants. I can only imagine if he had actual authority and thought he could get away with it...

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pepper2012 posted...

I'm not saying that.

Being single by choice is one thing (pertaining to people who have had past relationships). Being 50 and having never experienced a single relationship is usually because you're that unappealing to even the lowest hanging fruit.

v_v
...ouch.

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pepper2012 posted...

Yes
Yes
Yes

That's not to say someone who spends most of their life without a SO is sad or wrong but no matter what kind of person you are you need to have the experience at least once.

So they're worthless if they don't?

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No, of course not.

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The only woman I've ever met off a dating site told me that she would never want to be with me physically. Does that count?

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My mom is one of seven siblings. She wanted the same, a lot of children. Due to complications from her pregnancy with me she couldn't have any more. I kind of feel like there's some resentment there because of that. She's also pressuring my older brother and me for grandkids... But she's said before that my brother is her only chance at any, and it looks like he and his wife decided against having any.

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Sure I guess. Probably would work something about that into "the talk" and explain the importance of privacy and safe browsing habits. I don't think I'd actively encourage it, but wouldn't discourage it either.

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Not really. I've started gaining some weight. All those years of junk food and laziness are catching up. It's not too terrible, could probably lose it with some dedication.

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Great news. He's probably just wiped out and a bit loopy from the drugs.

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Butterfiles posted...

Heard there ain't shit to do but cook there

That's true for my area. There's nothing here but forests. Northern VA has loads more though.

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VA.

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That's great. Praying everything goes perfectly and he makes a speedy recovery.

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So much yes.

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I tend to imagine dying, like a lot. Mostly in horrible ways. Though when thinking of what people would say after, it's usually bad stuff.

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Heh.

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Wow, that's terrible. I hope everything gets sorted out asap.

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I usually do. Most of the time I feel worthless as a person. Like I'm not even a person myself.

A lot of the time when my anxiety kicks in, I have to stop and tell myself that I'm a person just like anyone else. That at that base level, I'm equal to everyone else. That even more important people like the president or a senator are really just people as well. A lot of the time that helps, because it's not just government officials I see as more important. I see everyone as more important/better than me. Even just a random guy you pass on the street can make me feel ashamed of myself. So focusing on the fact that I'm equal to them in that way helps calm me down.

If I can stop looking at everyone as my superiors for just a little bit, it makes me more comfortable.

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Best wishes.

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Never not been single, so nothing has changed.

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Here goes nothing.

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Flockaveli posted...

Girls ask me out all the time. Maybe you're not attractive.

*Shamefully leaves the room*

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We'd both get more depressed.

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CedarPointcp posted...

how old are you koga? you would ever want to adopt etc......?

I'm 36. Turn 37 in September. Feels like it's too late for me.

I've also helped raise my 2 cousins. Not officially mine, but my parents got custody but didn't want to raise them so I had to. Got them when I was 16. So less interested in raising another person's kid again. I'm ready for my own.

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