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ShotOJameson posted...

I would recommend socializing in the real world, you might get more feedback that way.

in the real world whenever i try speaking people just laugh their asses off, whether i try to or not. Every community ive been in, im always "that guy" that everyones cool with i guess?

People never really take me seriously. maybe its my voice?

i guess one thing i learnt from this post is that i started out writting angerly with a lot of swear words but then i stopped or calmed down i guess, and just started writing informatively. I guess i swear (online) to match my mood?

to add on to that i know i have some flaws. Sometimes we try to get someone to do something, and i guess sometimes i push a little to hard. Sometimes i make jokes in serious conversations, sometimes i just say taboo things. the blur to saying the right thing is too high, but ive been trying my hardest for 2 years, and i just want a break :(

guess i should also say that atm i am a neet and have almost 0 interaction with anyone besides my family and doctors

like jesus fuck. i get i was born with aspergers and i dont know whats right and wrong in a social situation. but its so fucking annoying. two years ago i realised i was a huge dick in a chatroom and i tried to improve my behavior and learn what the unwritten rules are. I have to do this shit all manually. Look at other people, try something and see if i match the atmosphere or not. I feel like i changed a lot but theres still a fuck ton i dont know and its driving me crazy. everyone in a while i say the wrong thing in text chat and i feel like complete shit, and its worse because ive been trying my hardest and i still dont get it. I have to think about every text message i say to make sure im not doing anything wrong and its just awful

I was in voice chat and this guy sighed every time i spoke, i know he doesnt like me because he blocked me, but and it just make me go ????? because i was trying my hardest to match the tone of the conversation, and im near confident ii did it. I was shaking just trying to talk, just give me a break.

The worst part is i never know when im in the wrong. I never have any feedback of when i say or do the wrong thing, except little things like people sighing, or people not responding.

when im in voice chat i have no idea when the right time is to start speaking. at first i just did it whenever but then i realised that was bad and i wait for breaks but still people talk at the same time as me which makes me think i said something at the wrong time...... but it was silent.

ive been only socializing in one or two discord servers,in text chat usually and sometimes voice. I hardly touched the real world, and im pretty terrified to do so. Back in my highschool days i did the most cringy shit, and im actually just terrified in myself that ill do it again. I think it made me really shy and reserved in real life, and i slowly broke out of my shell, but i simple dont have enough experience at all with socializing in real life. Even after these 2+ years of constant monitoring my behavior, i still have a whole other world to explore, and im just diving into the voice chat world and starting to feel a little comfortable there, yet still feel like i have no idea what im doing.

I wish i could pick up on unspoken social rules faster. I also wish the tone in text chat didnt shift from serious discussion to giant shitpost fests so fast, and being unable to match the tone. The social conventions on that server are just chaotic, and i love it, but i just really wish i could stop doing the things that make people not like me :((((

no

haha you oldies with your no tvs and computers

hey man this was back in the alpha brooo

it always just comes up in my head just how fucking dumb and pointless that thread was

i thought id have insightful commentary but the whole thread was just "ooh look gold ore"

what the actual fuck 14 year old me

tfw

gafemaqs posted...

Have you ever been about to eat da big tiddy goth gf's booty but then

tfw

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