self appreciation to hide the guilt of drug usage?
That doesn't work as a retort to what I said. Other people openly appreciate me. Like my sister and her kids who live with me as I say "pay me if you can Im not worried about it". What you doing to help those close to you?
i am buying a snack each week and other minor things like cooking food of my money, for a small brother who does not bother to even feed me when needed, he is rich then me and yet i had to sale stuff when finance is low and i have to pay my share of money for bills and stuff
i have given 100 and even 10 to a begging old lady while those said currency notes where the last ones i had at times
i can go on, but i ain't no saint
Im calling bull on your last 100. Half that stuff was just you doing your part for yourself btw. Doesn't matter how much money someone else has you aren't entitled to not do your fair share. Im done though. I don't like doing these battles. They make me look pretentious. I just wanted to show you some people doing these "immoral things" don't live for themselves.
i literally have spent the last remaining currency note to the older begging lady at times when my american client was not able to pay me in time for months and evil rich relatives could care less about me and my family in general, i have and still am seeing tremendous hardships in life
Do you do it so you can lord over others with your good deeds? If so you're not doing it for the lady, you're doing it to say "Im better than all of you" ---