Current Events > Topic XXII: Tee leaves cookie out for wubert & carl and gets macked

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Ive never played a pikmin game, but Im obsessed with the pikmin music selection in smash
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Yeah it sucks. Maybe she'll stop by to talk sometime. She knows I exist at least. since she's also going to be my cousin in like a month <_<

I've also never played Pikmin but I've heard it's fun

And yeah not having insurance is trash, I can't go get my wrist checked out because I can't afford it
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I would like my potential future children to not have to need insurance tysm
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Senpai didn't notice me
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mcpwnia posted...

I would like my potential future children to not have to need insurance tysm

maybe one day
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happy birthday mac!!!
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Happy Birthday Mac!
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Happy birthday mcpoopia
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@teepan95 that topic about step family is mine, btw <_<
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Oh dang

Everything I posted in there, I posted in good faith I genuinely hope it works out!

And even if she doesn't have romantic interest in you, it definitely sounds like you guys could be friends! Maybe she could set you up with one of her hot friends ;)
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Thanks bud. I just want to get it over with soon so I can try to move on with my life if she isn't interested, but it's probably gonna be almost 2 weeks until I can talk to her. Unless she comes by to chat on her way out of work but I doubt it.

I wish I could just turn it off for a while though, I'm in the middle of some crippling depression and anxiety and it's awful already, but on top of that I can't stop thinking about her. Which is stupid because I don't even know her that well.
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Don't overthink it, you'll build her up to be something she's not

Distract yourself any and every way you can
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Oh I'm definitely overthinking it, but so far that's more how I could possibly do it, whether she's even interested, and what could go wrong. Not so much about her as a person.

Distraction is hard at the moment because almost nothing is holding my attention the last few days
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I think I might just not do anything about it for a while, try to work on myself (mentally and physically, I need to lose weight too) then maybe see what happens? I don't want her to have to deal with me being a basket case, especially not right off the bat.

But then it would also be the holiday season by then and that might be a weird time to do anything?

Fuck I don't know
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DarthAragorn posted...

I think I might just not do anything about it for a while, try to work on myself (mentally and physically, I need to lose weight too) then maybe see what happens? I don't want her to have to deal with me being a basket case, especially not right off the bat.

But then it would also be the holiday season by then and that might be a weird time to do anything?

Fuck I don't know

It's never the wrong time to work on yourself :) it'll also give you time to think about whether the attraction is infatuation or something deeper
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I've been feeling it a couple months now I think, but it's gotten really intense recently. But yeah, I don't know.

My main worry about waiting til I'm in a better place is what if she actually is even mildly interested right now (though I doubt it), she might lose interest by then.
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I'm actually feeling better right now but I'm pretty sure as soon as I see her again I'll get all depressed again

I need to find a way to just stop liking her
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DarthAragorn posted...

My main worry about waiting til I'm in a better place is what if she actually is even mildly interested right now (though I doubt it), she might lose interest by then.

If that does happen, then she was never genuinely interested in you in the first place I know that sounds harsh and I'm sorry for being so blunt, but that's how it is

DarthAragorn posted...

I'm actually feeling better right now but I'm pretty sure as soon as I see her again I'll get all depressed again

I need to find a way to just stop liking her

Liking her isn't in itself the problem, feeling bad when you see her is. That's something I have had happen and I know how it feels.

Try to detach yourself. Let go. You are the master of your own happiness. No one else.
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I think I only felt bad yesterday because she didn't even notice me so I figured she was ignoring me for some reason. But I'm pretty sure it's easy for her to not even see me unless she turns her head so uh at least she probably didn't consciously ignore me which is good I guess.

Usually I get depressed after seeing her for not talking to her more though <_<

Thanks for trying to help me through being such a basket case
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She's not ignoring you, dude

That's something you definitely don't need to worry about

Not a problem! I was (and to an extent, still am) a bit like you, so I know a bit of what you're going through
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I know you're right but I'm insecure af. I'll try my best to just not worry about it today
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She came by to talk to me today when she saw me


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Left a lot of discord servers I dont look at or talk in. Figured if I havent talked to people yet, I never will. That includes the ark and the other one cookie invited me to, and one I was just invited to last night. Rip
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I should do that. I'm in a few for modding Skyrim but I basically only check them to see if this guide I use has updated, which I can just go to a webpage to do.

But I'm only in 6 or 7 total and I keep them muted so I'm not sure if it's necessary
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i just didnt like people having access to me if i dont want them to
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That's fair

I'm still stressing over a girl, what the heck. At least I'm not feeling depressed
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thats a good look, mac. Im only in two myself
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I'm still in a lot but at least I don't have to scroll down anymore :^)
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goddang brother
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I'm so fucking stressed and depressed right now all I want to do is curl up on my bed and sleep for a week
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:(
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can u feel the sunshine, does it brighten uo your dayyyyy
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everybody super sonic racing
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I can't find anything I want to do, help
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download some obscure retro games :)
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@CookieMarvin togata made his anime debut today. cant wait to learn more about this cartoon boi
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I just watched a documentary about (right-wing) hate in Germany.

Moral of the story: the alt-right won the battle for the internet before any of us realised it was even happening
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ugh. I believe that completely
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Huh

Oktoberfest started this weekend
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3 hours of sleep
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because of oktoberfest?
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Nah, I woke up in the middle of the night to pee and couldn't go back to sleep
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mcpwnia posted...

@CookieMarvin togata made his anime debut today. cant wait to learn more about this cartoon boi

yay! I love mirio

hes such a good lad
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teepan95 posted...

Nah, I woke up in the middle of the night to pee and couldn't go back to sleep

I know the feeling :(

CookieMarvin posted...

mcpwnia posted...

@CookieMarvin togata made his anime debut today. cant wait to learn more about this cartoon boi

yay! I love mirio

hes such a good lad

he looks like a good boy but in the next episode he's gonna kick 1-A's ass
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I've had problems sleeping lately, it sucks butt

Gonna try to ask girl out to lunch later this week at work tonight, I'm nervous as fuck
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I asked her and uhhh I got a maybe

So I have to just like wait and see and it's awful but I tried
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yass queen yasssssss
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No she didn't say yes wtf
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mcpwnia posted...

yass queen yasssssss

DarthAragorn posted...

I tried

mcpwnia posted...

yass queen yasssssss

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