Current Events > etikas suicide is hitting me alot harder than i expected

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i was a fan of his smash reactions. he seemed like a real good guy that was quietly suffering for a long time. he fell into the sad clown persona. sure we laughed at and with him but his demons were tearing him apart

its too late to help him but if you or anyone you know is having these thoughs please get help asap
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Yeah. I know what you mean. I wasn't even a fan of his, and it still hurts to think about. It's never nice when someone dies, and...

I'm actually going to stop there. I can't say anything everyone doesn't already know.
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i didnt know of him til he went missing.

...its especially tough when its someone in the gaming community because whatever that person has, its the same passions and interest you can relate to and his passion for games no matter what platform he played in.

ive been going back and watching his content. he his own but man, the way he talks is like that gamer you know personally. someone full of energy and cant wait to say what he knows about certain games. you see the excitement and awe videogames bring. its great to have people like that and it draws you further into videogaming no matter if youre a pc gamer, ps4, xbox, or nintendo.

as enigmatic he is, he also shared his personal life experiences to keep his community and followers ahead of the game in both irl and in gaming. that was cool...
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I didnt know him that well prior, but the clip from his last stream really hit me.
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didnt know who he was but its sad he couldnt find help.

i hope others who are in similar situations use this as an example to seek help.
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I always liked the meme and it brought me to watch some of his vids.

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