Like I said in another thread:

Man, I've had so many people in my life who are precious to me die, mostly from cancer or ending their own lives. Hell, I came close to doing it myself a couple years ago, after constantly staying up for over half a week at a time, and then having the desire to go fall asleep int he middle of the freeway. Thankfully my best friend called me and begged me to call a suicide hotline and beg them to take me to a psych ward.

Dear god did that help out so much. Got my main anti-depressant that was no longer working replaced with something MUCH stronger, and I met someone who helped me become a lot less paranoid and accept myself a little more than I have before, and it's led to me being able to handle and maintain friendships a lot better since, but the desire still can come back pretty hard on me sometimes. I should be ok though, got a HUGE support structure now.

Still, there's a LOT of people out there that don't have what I have. Try to be kind to people if you can, you never know what they're going through, or how close they are to doing something irreversable.
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My uncle committed suicide this morning

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