are you natural or enhanced - Results (34 votes)
natty now and forever
32.35%
(11 votes)
11
natty now, but open to using trt or something similar when i'm older
14.71%
(5 votes)
5
i'm on trt (prescribed)
0%
(0 votes)
0
i'm on trt (not prescribed) and/or cycle at high doses
0%
(0 votes)
0
i use sarms/serms
2.94%
(1 vote)
1
not natty but do something else
2.94%
(1 vote)
1
what the h*** are you talking about
47.06%
(16 votes)
16
for years i have worked out with not a lot to show for it. not just referring to muscle here, but to increased energy in response to exercise with a variety of frequencies and modalities. once i began treatment for sleep apnea a couple of years ago i was hopeful that improvements would come. there have been some, but it's slow going. according to strengthlevel.com, i'm generally around the intermediate category for my body weight, though closer to novice for pushing movements, and i'd much rather have even just 10 more pounds of muscle than more pound-for-pound strength.
both before and since sleep apnea treatment, my testosterone levels have generally come back middling, somewhere in the 500s (ng/dl), with free test closer to the low end of its respective range. i wouldn't be able to get a trt prescription aside from potentially sketchy online clinics, which i've been looking into. i don't want to use needles and i don't want my hormone status to be compromised if the unthinkable happened (you know, shtf, false imprisonment, etc.), so trt is out, but i'm leaning towards a low daily dose of enclomiphene, a SERM that increases testosterone production, for a few months and seeing what happens, whether with exercise response, energy levels, or anything.
i think jeff bezos is the canary in the swole mine of rampant trt use among elites. if he's running enough gear to put him through a second puberty (compare his voice in interviews from the late 90s to today, for example) then it seems probable his peers are running more sensible doses, and if they're doing that, there's something about it they perceive as essential
i don't want to live like them, but it's something i've thought about
and you?
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