I Don't See How People Can Cheat So Easily

C-zom posted...

I've been cheated on quite a few times in my life. The part that gets me is no one ever comes back. No one ever has looked behind and missed me. I've never had an on-off relationship under any terms. When they get tired of me, they leave. Forever.

Not that I'd want a cheating ex to crawl back but I know plenty of friends who that's happened to, they regret their choice, etc. I wish I had the confidence in life that all my ex girlfriends had in cheating on me.

Ive never cheated, but have had all my exes try to come back into my life. Way too much power behind allure of the history, enough to make the days youre looking towards the future seem silly. You start to feel overwhelmed by the feeling and suddenly you start to feel like you did something wrong. I already have enough mind games as it is sometimes and I dont need the past holding some kind of power over me, fuck that.

anyways,
Ive had the feelings before of wanting to cheat, but Ive never gone through with it. I just cant imagine creating such a black cloud over someones life and making them feel like they arent enough. Ive been through that and it sucked really hard. I wouldnt want someone to look back and have them phase out the days within their own life like that.