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TopicHow good of a singer are you?
minervo
06/13/18 6:10:16 PM
#15
slacker03150 posted...
minervo posted...
I wanna learn how to scream and growl, just like all my death metal idols, and i have no idea how they do it.



Awesome
TopicHow good of a singer are you?
minervo
06/13/18 5:36:14 PM
#7
EnvyFox posted...
minervo posted...
EnvyFox posted...
Outside of hugging you while butt naked, singing is about the last thing you want me to do.

Can you whisper sweet things in my ear, and promise to do whatever my little heart desires?

I guess I could, but my heart wouldn't be in it. :(

Dang, who is he??
TopicHow good of a singer are you?
minervo
06/13/18 5:29:19 PM
#5
EnvyFox posted...
Outside of hugging you while butt naked, singing is about the last thing you want me to do.

Can you whisper sweet things in my ear, and promise to do whatever my little heart desires?
TopicHow good of a singer are you?
minervo
06/13/18 5:16:42 PM
#3
I wanna learn how to scream and growl, just like all my death metal idols, and i have no idea how they do it.
TopicWhy was E3 2018 so cringey?
minervo
06/13/18 5:13:08 PM
#7
i really dislike pewdiepie, i hope he stops whatever it is he does.
TopicHow good of a singer are you?
minervo
06/13/18 5:09:45 PM
#1
I try to sing along to all my fav songs, but i think i may need lessons.
TopicCyberpunk 2077 wins E3, handily.
minervo
06/13/18 4:18:02 PM
#15
CP2077 is my most anticipated game right now.
TopicLet's play "rate the above song"
minervo
06/13/18 4:14:49 PM
#281
Thnx for the purge protection, really chill song, i feel i know it from a game but i can't quite put my finger on it. 8.5/10

TopicTotalBiscuit is dead
minervo
06/11/18 8:02:41 PM
#8
WYF, total biscuit is my boi
TopicCyberpunk 2077 will have free DLC, be DRM-free, have no microtransactions
minervo
06/11/18 8:26:28 AM
#7
I'm really excited for battlefield 5 and CP2077, those are the two games that have my hopes up.
TopicImagine if Europe kept all its colonies instead of losing everything
minervo
06/09/18 10:38:17 PM
#2
That would suck.
TopicWhich of these types of people do you hate the most?
minervo
06/09/18 10:36:00 PM
#3
Is this a list of all the people you hate?
TopicFriend of mine told me I wasn't being fair to him...
minervo
06/09/18 9:18:12 PM
#24
Can a man and a woman ever just be friends?
TopicSo it looks like Ancestry DNA just upgraded... (ATTN: those who used it)
minervo
06/08/18 7:23:25 PM
#3
I remember a long time ago i posted in one of these topics with pending results. Here they are.

100% european. 85% eastern european, 5% northern european, 3% Ashkenazi jewish, 7% southern european.
TopicHottest girl name?
minervo
06/08/18 6:00:54 PM
#6
aHappySacka posted...
Girly McGirlface

I'd bang.
TopicLet's play "rate the above song"
minervo
06/08/18 5:38:15 PM
#278
I enjoyed it while i browsed gamefaqs, pretty chill song. 7.5/10.

TopicWhat's the worst dream you've ever had?
minervo
06/08/18 5:30:24 PM
#2
The dream started in kind of an alternate take on my own history. I had my first car, but instead of using it in a good way (for work, to listen to the radio, etc), I used it to go to loose women and to rise in popularity and esteem. So after I had risen in popularity amongst evildoers, I decided to go against my parents and I began to look down on them and be cruel to them. (big mistake!)

Then I appeared in an apartment. As I looked down over the balcony, I saw people killing each other in cruel ways. It was chaos. What's worse, they began to come for me, and I remember seeing people climbing over the balcony, trying to get into my apartment. My parents were there, and I called for them to help me... So my dad made me a sharp blade-like weapon, but refused to help in any other way. So I began to kill my attackers with this weapon.

And I killed them in gruesome ways, I remember the blood pouring out of people's necks and such. The killing went on for a while, until I found myself sleeping in bed after it was all over. But that's when the nightmare took a turn for the worse.

I was paralyzed in that bed. What came for me in that bed was unimaginable. It was like maggots, but bigger. Also what looked like grasshoppers, but bigger. And I looked the grasshopper in the eye, and what i saw was absolutely terrifying. It was lifeless and yet alive. The eyes were black and like an insect, lifeless and horrifying, but I knew these things came to devour me. And they began to. They creeped all over me, and began to go inside my skin.

So I began to cry. And when I cried, I got out of the paralysis and ran to where my parents were sleeping, and banged on the door for them to wake up. But they wouldn't wake up, and I was struck with the realization that it's just me and the creatures, and there's no salvation from them.
TopicHottest girl name?
minervo
06/08/18 5:23:29 PM
#1
Vanessa
TopicLet's play "rate the above song"
minervo
06/07/18 4:03:27 PM
#276
Great song, especially the end bit. 8.5/10

TopicToday the Canadian Senate will vote on C-45 legalizing recreational cannabis use
minervo
06/07/18 4:00:48 PM
#54
What's the verdict??
TopicMichael Jackson's SJW Daughter Poses NUDE!! Is She Hot???
minervo
06/07/18 12:00:13 PM
#10
SKARDAVNELNATE posted...
I think we're missing something bigger here. Michael Jackson had children???

I'm aware of blanket or whatever, had no idea he had a daughter that looks nothing like him.
TopicPS1 vs N64 Survival: Twisted Metal 2 vs Banjo Kazooie
minervo
06/06/18 10:39:34 PM
#2
B-K
TopicIsnt Lucifer actually the good guy un the Bibble?
minervo
06/06/18 10:38:30 PM
#18
SKARDAVNELNATE posted...
One translation for Lucifer is shining one. Lucifer, the devil, once served God as an Archangel. Through pride or jealousy he lost that position. Despite his splendor and influence he is just a pawn and performs his original task in another way. His role was to illuminate the glory of God. Today he continues to do so by demonstrating what results from rejecting God's ways. All that are influenced by Lucifer will learn to regret it.

Good post
TopicWould you want to be reincarnated?
minervo
06/06/18 10:32:01 PM
#1
Would you want to be reincarnated? - Results (9 votes)
Yes, I'd like another shot in a new body
55.56% (5 votes)
5
No, I think i've learned all i need to learn
33.33% (3 votes)
3
Other
11.11% (1 vote)
1
Question
TopicAVGN vs JonTron
minervo
06/06/18 7:44:01 PM
#1
Who wins? - Results (18 votes)
AVGN
83.33% (15 votes)
15
JonTron
16.67% (3 votes)
3
Who's the better comedic game reviewer?
Topic20 y/o Girl who RIPPED her EYES OUT says Life is BETTER now that she's BLIND!!!
minervo
06/06/18 7:25:31 PM
#5
She's beautiful
TopicDo you believe secret societies like the illuminati are real?
minervo
06/05/18 9:11:50 PM
#1
Do you believe secret societies like the illuminati are real? - Results (11 votes)
Yes
36.36% (4 votes)
4
No
36.36% (4 votes)
4
Not sure
27.27% (3 votes)
3
Topic
TopicToxic Crusaders
minervo
06/05/18 8:24:02 PM
#15
Chewster posted...
That was hands-down the worst AVGN I've ever seen... or, well, attempted to see. I couldn't even make it past like two minutes. A lot of AVGN humor is pretty cringey though, yes, but there's something still appealing about him... on his own. Other characters are very hit or miss.

Also I don't ever remember watching kids cartoons where they said "damn" or "crap"

What? It's one of my fav nerd episodes!
TopicLet's play "rate the above song"
minervo
06/04/18 11:05:07 PM
#274
Dance with the devil takes me back, reminds me of the dude who introduced me to IT.

It's a classic, 9/10

TopicHow did you get your username?
minervo
06/04/18 10:37:19 PM
#2
My favourite song at the time was Minerva by deftones, but that was taken so I changed the a to an o.
TopicCounselling request
minervo
06/04/18 10:03:39 PM
#19
@TheCyborgNinja

My way of dealing with the anxiety is to fawn myself and just ditch people that hurt me. I do need some serious therapy, and in general i want to be way more active. I thought that living with my parents would be easy, doing nothing but playing video games and things like that, but through inaction my own mind started to turn on me and i overanalyzed my whole life in vain because i started seeing darkness and i only saw the bad side of everything.
TopicCounselling request
minervo
06/04/18 9:52:28 PM
#18
wwinterj25 posted...
TheCyborgNinja posted...
Is it nave of me to be shocked at how pro-prostitution GameFAQs users are?


Perhaps. Only I understand folk have needs and for whatever reason may not be able to/want to fulfil those needs naturally so treat is as a simply business transaction.

Personally i don't think i'll go that route because i feel that might make me addicted and i don't have the money for that kind of addiction. I want to have relationships with people that's beneficial for both parties, and to give someone money to fuck me is a little one sided.
TopicCounselling request
minervo
06/04/18 9:40:27 PM
#15
TheCyborgNinja posted...
A relationship won't fix you. If anything, your anxiety will perpetually sabotage any future endeavours. You need to get better for yourself and just tough it out, even on the days you think you can't. Along this route, you may find somebody that understands and accepts it, so keep an open mind, but don't get derailed by your emotions.

Therapy is a good idea. It'll help you peel off the layers like an onion and deal with the causes directly, rather than the symptoms. I went for 18~ months and it helped immensely. My advice for going that route is to be selective. Know the type of person you're most comfortable around (male/female, age, etc.) so that you're more likely to open up.

I've said this to others here because it's very true and will always help if you commit: start a basic workout routine. It'll help stabilize you in a number of ways, make you feel healthier, and boost your confidence as you get results. It sounds hokey, but try it optimistically.


I'm thinking of going to a church for my therapy needs because therapy in the past has been fruitless. I will start that when i move, i just hope i can tough it out for another month here. You mentioned being derailed by emotions, how can i learn to control my emotions so i can get things done more efficiently? I feel like a man/woman hybrid because women are supposed to be emotional and men are supposed to get shit done but i'm like both.
TopicCounselling request
minervo
06/04/18 9:33:10 PM
#12
@wwinterj25

I suppose i'm used to instant gratification and i want a woman but i'm not too willing to actually make it happen through legit means. I'm tired of jerking off. I'm tired of being alone, but i can't predict when it will happen and it's a hopeless feeling. You say you have anxiety, has that affected your ability to form relationships?
TopicCounselling request
minervo
06/04/18 9:25:12 PM
#4
ClarkDuke posted...
Pursue your goals, finding happiness with relationships is like putting out a fire with fire, ok?

Words of wisdom
TopicCounselling request
minervo
06/04/18 9:05:36 PM
#1
I have been struggling for close to 20 years with anxiety and nervousness. I think it has to do with the way i was raised. I can't live with the feeling, and tbh i don't know how to live without it.

I smoke and drink to help me cope, but i wish i didn't have to do those things anymore.

I'm also struggling with a lot of lust right now. A long time ago i took a vow of celibacy because I thought i could handle everything on my own, but now I feel i need a partner. I'll keep my eyes open for someone i can talk to and grow as a person, but the anxiety really hampers my ability to make lasting friendships and relationships. I have been talking to someone, but i have the feeling she rejected me today without actually saying it. I'm not heartbroken, but i do wish i could click with a woman, I haven't been with a woman since 2014.

On the plus side, I found my own place and i'm moving in a month away from my parents. Living with my parents for close to a year and a half in the middle of nowhere has destroyed me physically and emotionally.

Sometimes i wish i could be like one of those guys who doesn't care, but the truth is i do care a lot and i overthink everything, which adds to my anxiety.

Women have been by far the biggest source of love and pain in my life, and i don't know if i should go my own way and pursue goals, or if i should pursue women. How can i overcome what i'm going through? Thanks for reading, I feel i really just need someone to talk to right now.
TopicI want to have a gf, but im too fat.
minervo
06/04/18 2:55:55 PM
#9
I was takling to a prospect gf on fb calls, and she saw my fatness. Is it too late?
TopicI want to have a gf, but im too fat.
minervo
06/04/18 2:52:58 PM
#6
I need your guys advice
TopicI want to have a gf, but im too fat.
minervo
06/04/18 2:52:06 PM
#5
blorfenburger posted...
Um. How bad? If you can, run boy

I weigh 250 lbs and i should weigh 190 at 5"11
TopicI want to have a gf, but im too fat.
minervo
06/04/18 2:49:28 PM
#1
Help me potd
Topicclothes sizing is so weird
minervo
06/02/18 10:22:00 PM
#2
Hey, i agree, some of my xl shirts fit me and others don't. But that may have to do with how i wash them
TopicWhat are PotD's thoughts on The Fam?
minervo
06/02/18 6:06:39 PM
#4
I only heard of ededdeddy, and that guy is a fucking dumbass.
TopicHow to tell the difference between a good woman and a succubus?
minervo
06/01/18 11:18:17 PM
#25
NeoSioType posted...
Succubus are only dangerous to society if you have lots of money or political power.

Not true. A succubus can make even the lowliest of men clinically insane.
TopicWhy do Democrats ALWAYS Lose the WHITE Vote????
minervo
06/01/18 11:06:05 PM
#3
Because democrats are a bunch of trend-loving fucks who hate the constitution which was founded by white people. White people as a whole are not stupid enough to vote liberal unless they're below 30.

As a white man, I am disgusted by what liberalism wants for the future of the white race, and according to polls, so are most white people. Red pill.
TopicWe've tried nothing
minervo
06/01/18 10:55:48 PM
#2
Eeeek! I mean Ackhhhh... I mean, what are you doing here?
TopicThis Washington Girl is urged to DUMP her BOYFRIEND because he EATS like THIS!!!
minervo
06/01/18 10:53:26 PM
#4
CNN Jake Tapper can eat a dick
TopicDarn. I didn't get anything that I wanted to do done today.
minervo
06/01/18 10:51:40 PM
#2
Chillin with your sister and creating memories of good times is more important than whatever reason you're writing.
TopicLet's play "rate the above song"
minervo
06/01/18 9:29:50 PM
#268
Pretty good, WTC are definitely legends in the rap scene, sounds very classic. 7/10

TopicImagine being white and poor
minervo
06/01/18 8:10:00 PM
#8
Hop103 posted...
White privilege doesn't exist in the West and the SJW menace doesn't realize there's lots of poor whites around. There's only two privileges in the West, wealth and female privilege.

The only real privilege is having a clear conscience if u wanna get to the bottom of it.
TopicAre Atheists social darwinists?
minervo
06/01/18 8:02:08 PM
#6
TheCyborgNinja posted...
I see the appeal of certain aspects of religion, but you'd still have to be either less intelligent or more susceptible to brainwashing for it to actually take root seriously.

You mean like eternal life?
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