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| Topic | I wish I had somebody to talk to |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/24/18 3:11:46 AM #2 | So often i just want to give up on living and return to wherever it is we came from. So many days I want to lose all feelings and become numb to anyone and everything in some last ditch attempt to pretend my trauma is just a dream. --- |
| Topic | I wish I had somebody to talk to |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/24/18 3:08:54 AM #1 | My ex fiancee raped me and I'm so afraid to talk to anyone about it because of the stigma around male rape. It's one of the biggest reasons why I've felt so fucked up and unhappy for several months now. Am I truly so weak and vulnerable that someone would take advantage of me for their own pleasure, their own selfish needs? I replay this day so much in my head and it wont go away. Even just thinking about it and typing this out makes me want to bawl my eyes out and break down. Why can't I just be normal CE? Why do I have to get so many turd sandwiches thrown in my direction when I've tried to be a good person/friend to everyone I've cared about? I saw my ex yesterday and we made eye contact. Her first reaction? She grabbed her husband and was affectionate with him in front of me. What have I done to earn such cruelty? I've tried to be a good, decent man but I have nothing to show for it. Just a broken soul and traumatic experiences from a person that claimed to love me more than anything and wanted to build a life with me. A person that eventually took advantage of me and drug me through the dirt for her own selfish satisfsction. It honestly is so hard for me not to be a MRA. I have so many fucking reasons to hate everything in regard to females but I know there is a woman somewhere that wont judge my faults and will truly love me. Its just really, really fucking hard for me not to hate everything with where I am in life right now. Had it not been for my passion for my career I honestly think I would have done something irreversible months ago. Some days I dont know why I subjugate myself to reality. --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/24/18 1:52:29 AM #50 | I had an opportunity to go on a date this coming Monday but instead in going to a private class to learn about the history of 1800s American beer. --- |
| Topic | A lot of people say to stop playing the Metal Gear Solid series after 2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/24/18 1:51:30 AM #66 | Kaiganeer posted... gameplay was mostly ass in 1-4 but you liked them because of the anime bullshit. 4 is the best mainline metal gear game because it's where they stretched their bullshit to its absolute limit with classics like ocelot fingerbanging marines in venice, raiden casually stopping a sub that had its version of mount rushmore carved onto it with his bare hand and then that snake/ocelot fight on top of said sub Wat --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 11:57:23 PM #49 | Sariana21 posted... @I_Stay_Noided I'm sorry to hear that. Typical misery, or something new? todays misery is from losing a half barrel of beer due to incompetent fucking morons --- |
| Topic | A lot of people say to stop playing the Metal Gear Solid series after 2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 11:35:27 PM #56 | DarthAragorn posted... Rika_Furude posted...GunmaN1905 posted...V is the worst game ever. --- |
| Topic | Soooo we're not paying for Dark Souls remastered, correct? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 4:10:19 PM #6 | |
| Topic | Soooo we're not paying for Dark Souls remastered, correct? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 4:05:03 PM #3 | An_Actual_Chad posted... From what I understand, the most noticeable imrovements have been the changes to textures and FPS, which we can fix ourselves with the DSfix mod? last time i played DSfix (re: over a year ago) it was pretty buggy in that certain jumps were impossible to make at 60 fps, not to mention you could get stuck on ladders or sitting down at bonfires if you didnt toggle back down to 30fps before using them --- |
| Topic | BREAKING NEWS: White NFL officially banning kneeling during anthems. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 4:01:18 PM #238 | Bishop9800 posted... Spooking posted...Not to mention the players who kneel make the NFL look bad. What company is going to employee somebody who makes their company look bad? They would be fired on the spot. NFL is being generous here by not sending their ass to the unemployment line. spooking is a troll account just fyi hes trying to cop DE's gimmick --- |
| Topic | BREAKING NEWS: White NFL officially banning kneeling during anthems. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 3:57:08 PM #231 | Bishop9800 posted... John_Galt posted...There was a point last year where nobody knew what they were bitching about. Look at his username. Literally. --- |
| Topic | $500,000 BUT the only video games you're allowed to play are from the PS2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 3:56:41 PM #3 | |
| Topic | Thick = fat. Curvy = fat. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 3:56:07 PM #27 | Ham beast ham galaxy beached whale tub of guts obeast butterslug laardvark tubblerina thicki minaj bag of donuts looking like a deep fried couch potato resembling a porch walrus buffet killer butter queen buns n roses cake magnet wifi blocker wrecking ball carbzilla adjusting the scale to make sure the pounds are all manipulating pile of blubber --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:48:01 PM #46 | |
| Topic | A lot of people say to stop playing the Metal Gear Solid series after 2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 3:35:44 AM #42 | An_Actual_Chad posted... Planescape: Torment well ya got 2 right at least --- |
| Topic | Incel or Chad |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:46:14 AM #3 | |
| Topic | Post one good thing that's happened to you today. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:45:24 AM #9 | |
| Topic | A lot of people say to stop playing the Metal Gear Solid series after 2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:42:57 AM #18 | Darmik posted... MGS2 was the first warning sign MGS2 is one of the few games that can be considered a masterpiece ask me what the other one is --- |
| Topic | A lot of people say to stop playing the Metal Gear Solid series after 2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:23:12 AM #7 | Guerrilla Soldier posted... ? uh --- |
| Topic | Greatest living American author Philip Roth is dead |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:22:52 AM #4 | |
| Topic | A lot of people say to stop playing the Metal Gear Solid series after 2 |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 2:20:39 AM #3 | |
| Topic | If Elder Scrolls 6 added in a new playable race, what would you want? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 1:44:45 AM #4 | |
| Topic | I saw Black Panther today. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 1:44:17 AM #2 | |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/23/18 1:14:42 AM #41 | |
| Topic | What are some old (pre-Facebook/Youtube) Internet things that you use? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 10:08:52 PM #4 | |
| Topic | so Mueller's investigation has 6 guilty pleas so far |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 10:08:28 PM #2 | |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 10:04:21 PM #37 | Lost_All_Senses posted... Damn. Ya'll feel like this while heading into summer? Id get it if winter was coming but damn. Summer opens up a lot of activities All summer brings is fruitflies and more rigorous cleaning. I'm just so fucking angry all the time --- |
| Topic | Would you have sex with a literal succubus? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 10:03:28 PM #24 | |
| Topic | Malls are so interesting |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 9:28:14 PM #39 | theres a mall here with a tilt that has fucking armored police batrider of all things its fucking weird as hell --- |
| Topic | Last game you played and beverage you drank. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 9:26:01 PM #7 | |
| Topic | Would you have sex with a literal succubus? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 9:24:47 PM #11 | Panthera posted... Skye Reynolds posted...Christian. its a skye post through and through --- |
| Topic | Fallout 4 and MGSV are great games. |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 9:23:00 PM #69 | new vegas is objectively better than 3+4 and MGSV has spectacular gameplay but somehow managed to have a story worse than 4 --- |
| Topic | True old school |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 9:21:36 PM #7 | |
| Topic | True old school |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 7:45:44 PM #5 | WSM Piru posted... Tommy Wright is dope. Ruggish Thuggish Bustas is a GOAT diss track. seriously, that track is pure slaughter --- |
| Topic | Would you have sex with a literal succubus? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 7:39:25 PM #2 | |
| Topic | Breaking news - China slashes tariffs on imported cars |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 1:42:34 PM #19 | |
| Topic | True old school |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 12:36:33 PM #3 | |
| Topic | Do you drink craft beer? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 12:25:50 PM #28 | |
| Topic | True old school |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 6:56:08 AM #1 | |
| Topic | Those who went to to shit schools, where are you now? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 5:35:14 AM #11 | dropped out of college after ochem kicked my ass, make beer professionally now --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 1:37:39 AM #22 | AlCalavicci posted... I_Stay_Noided posted...I've gained like 20 pounds and I'm pretty sure I might be an alcoholic which is a dangerous situation given my profession. i make beer --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 1:15:35 AM #18 | NYmasajista posted... A suggestion for something to try for everybody here from a former CNA: volunteer at a nursing home two days a month. Two hours a session twice a month can have you feeling better about your situation in life while helping others a little since the olds love talking to young people from the outside world. That's just seems more depressing, looking at your own mortality. --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 12:55:05 AM #13 | DavidWong posted... travel I'm hoping to to Belgium in a few months --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 12:48:24 AM #8 | Metro2 posted... It's not so bad, TC. At least you're not living in poverty or something, right? I dont chill. Many days I feel like I have to really force myself to actually do anything. --- |
| Topic | Does anyone else get no fulfillment from living? |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/22/18 12:42:08 AM #1 | For the past few months I feel like I've just been cruising with no goals, happiness, or any sort of meaningful motivation. I've gained like 20 pounds and I'm pretty sure I might be an alcoholic which is a dangerous situation given my profession. Every day feels like an uphill battle to get out of bed and actually do anything. I dont even really play video games anymore because I'm not finding much of anything enjoyable or entertaining. I just drink (a lot) and spend most of my day cleaning equipment at work to pass time if I'm not brewing, just to have some level of being active. --- |
| Topic | they call it the xbox one |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/21/18 7:23:42 PM #1 | |
| Topic | begone T H O T |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/21/18 7:13:12 PM #1 | |
| Topic | Boogie2988's decent into pure insanity |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/21/18 9:44:38 AM #26 | |
| Topic | I was once in a paid 1-on-1 live camchat with one of the Bel Ami porn stars |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/21/18 3:03:51 AM #24 | Since when could you just openly discuss the names of porn sites My main was banned for that --- |
| Topic | "Free Speech" is just code word for "Nazi Ideology" |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/21/18 1:44:31 AM #14 | |
| Topic | It's drinking time |
| I_Stay_Noided 05/20/18 11:45:02 PM #4 | |
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