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TopicYou think a woman has ever deeded thinking about you?
KogaSteelfang
05/09/20 12:37:45 AM
#42
This one is doubtful.

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TopicYou think a man has ever deeded thinking about you?
KogaSteelfang
05/08/20 7:19:11 PM
#12
Yeah, I had a semi-stalker that I caught a few times...

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Topicbe honest, what's your real name?
KogaSteelfang
05/08/20 4:28:13 PM
#69
Dustin.

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TopicWhich of the following users on CE is the worst one?
KogaSteelfang
05/08/20 4:03:53 PM
#4
By posting in the topic, we're forming the list though.

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TopicHow old are you?
KogaSteelfang
05/08/20 12:42:43 PM
#11
36.

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TopicCE what age did you leave your parents/guardians house and how was it?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 10:33:13 PM
#18
OffTempo posted...
Whats stopping you from leaving if you dont mind me asking. Your folks seem pretty controlling.

For the people who moved out around the time they legally became adults do you have any tips for moving out?
Them being controlling and wanting me where I am. Also, I'm quite easily manipulated and have had my life put on hold repeatedly by their shenanigans. Also, just being broke most of the time too. If they suspect I have money, it suddenly becomes necessary to give it to them and since I'm here rent free, I feel like I have to.

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TopicCE what age did you leave your parents/guardians house and how was it?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 10:20:41 PM
#16
Technically I haven't. My parents bought some property when I was 12 or 13. We all lived there together.

Later when I was about 24 I think. My parents left. Moved into a different place up the street. Left my brother and me the place we'd been living in. But they'd randomly drop by to be sure we were home(were never allowed to leave).

Eventually after several years they moved back and fixed our barn loft into an apartment for themselves. So currently 2 places on one property, one is mine, one is theirs, I still have 0 freedom.

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TopicWhats the shortest amount of time from meeting a girl to when you banged?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 9:12:17 PM
#40
MedeaLysistrata posted...
You not getting pisses me the fuck off
Yeah well, it is what it is.

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TopicWhats the shortest amount of time from meeting a girl to when you banged?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 8:24:48 PM
#19
https://i.imgur.com/Op2g4Vv.jpg

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TopicWhat do you call this?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 8:11:39 PM
#4
Throwing out/throwing away/trashing.

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TopicWhat compliments do you usually get about your looks from da opposite sex?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 8:09:46 PM
#30
Kanaya413 posted...
None
You are awesome, regardless of anything else.

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

And you look pretty good iirc. I think I recall not being find of the glasses, but that was all.

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TopicHow many CEusers can you list dat honestly like you as a CEuser?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 7:38:49 PM
#22
Basically just Duncanwii.

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TopicA beautiful wife, but you have to be sober for the rest of your life.
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 6:16:35 PM
#29
Absolutely, I don't drink anyway.

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TopicHave you been in GameFAQs jail?
KogaSteelfang
05/07/20 9:10:28 AM
#20
Blocked and suspended twice.

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TopicAnimal Crossing: New Horizons Hangout Topic Part 11
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 10:15:46 PM
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TopicSo, Risk of Rain 2
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 9:53:25 PM
#3
Yeah, it's a blast.

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TopicPost ITT and I'll give you a rapper name
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 9:36:59 PM
#11
Rap it up.

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TopicWhats da meanest PM you've gotten on here?
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 9:23:49 PM
#29
ssj3vegeta posted...
what happened
I had pm'd a lot of people. They shared my PM's with each other. Saw something I said years ago that was bad and shared it with a bunch of other discord servers and here. What few friends I had collected over the years turned on me. I deserved it though.

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TopicWhats da meanest PM you've gotten on here?
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 8:52:33 PM
#19
Meanest was one telling me exactly what they thought of me after some stuff came out on discord. Told me that I'm an irredeemable piece of shit(censored though). A bunch of other things too, but that's the part I remember most. I got a lot of those at the time, as I thought some people might have not felt the same way... I was wrong.

Most hurtful was the same thing happening twice. After growing close to someone for a year, was later told he didn't even consider me a friend. Then it happened again, became very good friends with someone only to be told later to never contact him again.

Not a pm, but one guy that had been friendly to me for a while posted in a topic about how he considers me an emotional parasite.

It all hurts but it's not them. It's me. If everyone ends up feeling that way towards me, it has to be me... v_v

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TopicWhat compliments do you usually get about your looks from da opposite sex?
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 8:23:23 PM
#14
Mostly eyes. Hair too sonetimes if I let it grow long enough to curl. Rarely my smile.

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TopicHow old is the youngest person whose funeral you've attended?
KogaSteelfang
05/06/20 6:56:15 PM
#16
0.
She was stillborn.

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TopicHave you ever punched someone in the face?
KogaSteelfang
05/05/20 9:12:15 PM
#2
Yeah, my dad. But to be fair, at the time he was sitting on my chest with his hands around my throat.

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TopicSet a Max age of 70 for any political position
KogaSteelfang
05/05/20 9:09:36 PM
#12
CADE FOSTER posted...
65 is the retiring age that should do it
This is what I was thinking.

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TopicWhat was your first Final Fantasy title?
KogaSteelfang
05/05/20 2:28:18 PM
#36
NES Final Fantasy 1.

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TopicHave you experienced or fear hair loss?
KogaSteelfang
05/05/20 12:17:01 PM
#21
It'd be a concern if I saw any signs of it happening. Currently 36 and I don't think it's thinning or anything. I only know of 2 people I'm related to by blood who are bald, and both had bald patterns from the opposite side of the family.

I hope I don't have to worry about it at all.

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TopicPost here, and get a Pokemon team!
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 8:23:02 PM
#11
Ogurisama posted...
1. Entei
2. Starmie
3. Lilligant
4. Volcanion
5. Parasect
6. Gigalith
I do like, thanks.

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TopicPost here, and get a Pokemon team!
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 8:08:51 PM
#9
Meep

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TopicIs your dad emotionally intelligent and caring?
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 6:35:40 PM
#15
Absolutely not. He goes out of his way to make sure he says something hurtful and mean spirited, but since he thinks it's funny he has no idea why everyone gets bothered by it.

An example: My mentally challenged cousin lives with me. Dad calls him Goony because he says he looks, sounds, and acts like Sloth from the Goonies. He makes sure we all know what he means, especially my cousin.

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TopicIf you could 3D print yourself a Wife or GF, would do it?
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 6:00:36 PM
#12
Oh like just a mannequin? I thought it was some weird science type deal.

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TopicThis is how big a whale is.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 4:41:25 PM
#6
Whalers on the moon.

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TopicDo you live within 50 miles of where you were born?
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 3:38:16 PM
#14
Yep.

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TopicI don't even feel like a person any more.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 11:48:53 AM
#17
berlyman101 posted...
you haven't found a purpose. that's the challenge for people these days.
I have goals, and dreams. They're fairly modest ones too, imo. But knowing I'll never even come close to achieving them is pretty crushing.

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TopicI don't even feel like a person any more.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 11:46:43 AM
#15
Lebronwon posted...
Thing that sucks about corona is if you don't have a partner you kinda screwed. Many people aren't willing to date strangers right now.
It's just more of the same. It's barely impacted my personal life at all. The movie theatre and GameStop closed, so there's no reason to leave the house now anyway.

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TopicI don't even feel like a person any more.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 11:44:18 AM
#12
Austin_Era_II posted...
By any chance are you looking for a dad?
What?

Kombucha posted...
Maybe the trade itself and the community that ends up around you due to the trade would be enough to create meaning and a feeling of purpose.
For most people it might.

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TopicI don't even feel like a person any more.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 11:34:50 AM
#9
Veggeta X posted...
Go learn a trade and make that money
With nothing meaningful to use it on, it wouldn't help. It'd just expand the options of escapism I'm already using.

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TopicI don't even feel like a person any more.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 11:25:03 AM
#7
The Trent posted...
do you feel like a megalodon? cause that'd be even cooler.
It would.

inloveanddeath0 posted...
Neurosis
Probably.

Omnislasher posted...
Hey man, thats not true! You have value and deserve love.
Based on what, exactly?

R1masher posted...
Is this the note?
No.

Guerrilla Soldier posted...
spoiler alert: everyone is a meaningless, empty human husk that's more trouble than they're worth
In theory, but I'm in practice.

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TopicI don't even feel like a person any more.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 11:19:24 AM
#1
I see everyone else with actual lives, and look at my empty life. I can function in society just enough to get by, and that's it. There's nothing else to me than that. It feels like I'm masquerading as a person without actually being one. I mean, in my mind I know I am one, I'm a human... It's just that there's nothing thing meaningful in me. I'm just empty, like a human husk that can function just enough to fool people into thinking everything is normal.

It's getting really difficult to tolerate this. Just living a meaningless, empty life. I want so much more, but there's no way I can get any of it. The cruel part is that inside I know even getting those things won't fix anything.

I want to be liked, to be cared about, to be loved. There's nothing to care about, or like though. Any kindness I receive just feels misdirected. It's not intended for me, it's intended for the person they imagined I was.

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TopicDo you view yourself as the most intelligent person on this board?
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 10:56:37 AM
#28
No. With some of the discussions I see here, I doubt I'm even in the middle ground.

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Topicpost and i'll rate ur username
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 10:53:14 AM
#12
Doot

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TopicDo you think anyone would Care if you got BANNED??
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 9:51:00 AM
#16
There'd be a small celebration before I was forgotten forever.

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TopicSometimes it's depressing to see people form relationships.
KogaSteelfang
05/04/20 9:40:01 AM
#11
Sometimes? It's Everytime.

DeroIin posted...
I feel the exact same way my man.

Like every time I feel like I might have something with a girl, I get ghosted. Sucks man.

Now that I think about it, its now been like 7 consecutive one-and-done first dates for me. Cant even get a girls attention for any longer than a first date.
...

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TopicDo you feel like you are walking on eggshells on gamefaqs?
KogaSteelfang
05/03/20 11:09:56 AM
#21
Yeah, but not like described in the op. I just tend to bother people. I'm not really welcome here, so I hold back now. I mostly only post on neutral stuff now. I've really messed up in the past, I'm not looking to repeat that.

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TopicPopularity decides your worth as a person.
KogaSteelfang
05/03/20 9:42:28 AM
#9
I think you got it backwards.

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TopicIs there anyone here who hasn't dropped their smartphone once?
KogaSteelfang
05/03/20 9:03:42 AM
#2
Man, I almost haven't. Just once, and it wasn't really a drop. It slipped out of my pocket while driving, then when I got out I knocked it out of the seat. Screen first right into the pavement and slid under the car. lol

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TopicC/D: You are an active member of a Discord server.
KogaSteelfang
05/02/20 3:11:42 PM
#17
Deny. Didn't turn out well when I tried.

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TopicSomeone just found a neat ref in FF7R (minor sidequest SPOILERS)
KogaSteelfang
05/02/20 12:00:50 AM
#2
Neat!

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TopicCute pet pictures.
KogaSteelfang
05/01/20 5:20:51 PM
#52
Kittens are much bigger now. They started playing with each other and coming out for pats.



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TopicHavr any of you filed for unemployment?
KogaSteelfang
05/01/20 3:34:49 PM
#20
Nice. I got through to my local office earlier today. They said if I file a new claim and send them my check stub that I'll be able to get it. It's like 4 weeks late, but at least it's going to go through now.

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TopicPost ITT and I'll tell you if you're hot or not
KogaSteelfang
05/01/20 12:30:43 PM
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