Lurker > kg88222

I made a joke once wasn't even thinking like that. I was just messing around wasn't even judging. Just was an innocent joke to mess with someone and push their buttons. Very innnocent that way. I was up working on someone's computer and there was a voodoo doll on someones desk that they were joking about. And one of the black girls kept asking me what it looked like because she was scared. It was just a wooden voodoo doll with pins in it. And I was like it looks like you just intentioaly trying to freak her out. She was all shocked. And I was like nooooooo and held out my hand.

I thought about it after because it was kind of funny because she is always wound up like people are out to get her ad some people judge her and don't like her. I did. She realized it after the fact.

I've always been someone who more hears the ignorance anyways.

Another black girl who sat next to me at the job before that. The management was talking about her like she was lazy and wasn't tryingn. And I was sitting there and was like I sit next to her and she tries. I'm more the opposite where when I'm there i do a good job but struggle showing up on time. Fire me. I'm a whole other case though.

I think this whole systemic racism it depends on where you are anyways. I'm a whole other case. I ended up leaving that job working somewhere else where that other story happened. And she got laid off and ended up there and gave me a big hug when she saw me.

It depends on where you are. I don't think the place i worked was systemically racist either. It was systemically something else. They would tell me i was fine though and would try to help me in other ways. But the same. I would take a lot of crap too. They would do that for her though but how i responded to those things was just different. It got to be exhausting.

There is no reason why i should feel guilty for other people's nonsense sometimes. I just need to be myself sometimes. We are all in it. Some people are racist.

Really anyone can be racist or ignorant in todays day and age. Even black people. It depends on how you see it. I'm white. I've had people saying I think things I don't even think. It happens. Because of people's ignorance and insecurities and everything else. I can at least acknowledge that. Be sensitive towards people. But really sometimes you are and that's just not possible. People are going to misjudge regardless. That's no way to live.

It really depends on how you see problematic. I have a black friend. We were just talking and he was like I'll be a "N Word" until the day I die as far as the system is concerned. I had no problem with that. It is problematic when the system in and of itself is racist.

It is for people who are racist and think everyone should be the same way. Psychiatry is baloney when used that way. They are people who are that way or want to be that way or just are. It's not other people's responsibility to change them. It's more the patients right to decide if they want help to deal with other things if they so choose as far as their mental health or whatever. Like if someone is transgender but depressed. Being transgender isn't a disorder. They might have other things they are dealing with just for their own health and well being.

People are racist. If the N word is used to describe everyone that's really fine imo.

The worst part is having to listen to people period. you can just ignore it and people are control freakish regardless. There are things I care about and don't. And I'd have to say that is the worst part. And there are worse things than the N word. It's more the intent.

The way I see it it's just a way for the government to appease people instead of increasing taxes. It's all baloney regardless.

Most of these politicians are just scraping off the top of wall street anyways. It's more a bunch of baloney vs taxing the one percent. Just a different way of doing it.

There are too many ways and things that people can hack now through wifi and everything else and who knows who is doing it. Through wifi, blutooth. Change your information, make it seem like you are doing things you aren't and everything else. I can go through every program and it's settings but it's ridiculous.

I really wouldn't care except a friend of mine committed suicide a while back and i went through a bunch of bs because of it because i was sad about it. People are sometimes ignorant.

I more worry about identity theft. You can't do anything without the internet these days. Electric bills, seeing a doctor, banking etc. Best solution is don't trust anyone. Even health care too who knows what people are saying and sometimes they are wrong. It's all computerized where they record everything.

One thing I know is true is people think you are things you aren't sometimes. I've been on the internet long enough to know that. They lie make stuff up about you. I had someone doing that to me once too using photoshop and editing things to make it seem like i was doing things i wasn't.

That's what they did to me. It freaked me out because i changed my email password when i started noticing the hacks then they hacked my email. Like they had a keylogger or something.

I don't even care is the thing. I've been on the internet for so long. they are all old accounts so no way i am going to go back and change all that. I've kept them in there instead of erasing them because at least chrome shows if something has been compromised sometimes.

Best solution is don't trust people. Even supposed trusted sites. I used to not even use the internet that much and was living a totally different life. That's the best solution.

I agree there are mass hacks going on or something. I've been getting hit hard here. Just old accounts and forums. Then they hacked my email. I dont have a web cam though. I have a phone but unless they are able to pan around there is no way they are watching me. They are all old accounts i don't even use but even still. They actually hacked my email though changed my password.

Everything it sets to default really any website can still install whatever they want through reverse engineering. Someone can just get a list of your passwords through active directory and hash and crack. I have so many old sites in there i used to frequent too where if someone does a mass hack on any site. I still have no idea how they hacked my root email though. I changed the password when i started getting notifications and then they hacked that. That's just very odd.

How they got my email is what threw me for a loop because for the longest time I had no alerts or a change of password from my email. I changed my email password because i didn't know how they kept hacking my psn when i would change my password so i changed my email password and it stopped. Then they hacked my email. So I started thinking they had a keylogger.

The emails are just a scare tactic though I'm getting now. Because I don't have a web cam. And if i'm browsing copyrighted material i'm on youtube. I watch youtube videos. It's there to watch. What is it there for then? I listen to music on there. Oh well.

I think it's more that law enforcement has no clue what they are doing as far as this stuff themselves. Which is a scary thing to think about. If someone is doing something really bad to you there is nothing they can do.

They can basically track bitcoin accounts as far as money transferred. That's about it for people stupid enough to pay it. And I highly doubt they are successful at that. And even that those can be set up and encrypted and fake too.

They get a hold of your credit card or whatever. Banks will reimburse you but even still.

That's what I mean it feels like someone just got a script or something and it's someone in russia or something just running scripts. But who knows. I've had weird stuff happening on my pc making me think someone is in there. But it could just be scripts being run and a virus.

That's my question really. It would have to be pretty sophisticated to be actually in there. Who knows what goes on anymore. The fbi, cia probably hack people too trying to track down hackers. That's what scared me a bit them thinking it was me or something. But that's what these scrpt kiddies prey on anyways.

who knows though. The fbi and cia might do the same things. I don't think the government knows what they are doing either.

Red Hat. Blue Hat. Green Hat. White hat. Black hat etc, etc..

It's probably just random.

I've had someone hacking my accounts recently. It's basically video game accounts but they hacked my psn account and then my email which surprised me they got that far. They keep hacking my ea and ubisoft account and then sending me ransomware. I don't really care because it's just video games and who cares. I just keep changing my passwords. Kind of annoying. Did some virus scans and some other stuff to look for any intrusions on my own. I don't think they have a keylogger installed but they might considering they got to my email. I basically just browse youtube and other news gaming and tech sites but who knows what some of these sites are spreading. Or if they are targetting my pc specifically.

I've worked in technology so i know some people who work for companies aren't always honest themselves. They got hillary's emails but really who cares.

I'm guessing it's just someone who has my email and is brute forcing or i got some sort of malware installed. Or I pissed someone off over the internet because they were a jerk or something.

I know it's fake though because they say they have access to my web cam etc, etc and I don't have a web cam. Nor do I care. Really anyone can install a piece of software through their malicious site anyways. I tend to think they just got my email off a list somehow though and are just brute forcing. Or it's just malware.