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-Gavirulax- posted...

True enough I guess.

That reminds me, did you ever escape that uh...father of yours?
Is he still in your life, I mean?

Yes and no. He was caught trying to cheat again, and my mom left him. She worked out a deal with a friend of hers to let her move into the friend's unused house. So me, my mom, and my cousin all moved away from him. But he still drops by all the time demanding money, cussing us, and making me go with him when he needs a hand.

We're supposed to leave this house in the Springtime though. The plan was to find a different place to live after this, but now my mom has changed her mind and is planning on moving back home instead. I'm not planning on going back there, but I'm currently unemployed and he took what money I had. My old place on their property is basically unlivable now, it was in poor condition before but now it's completely trashed and falling apart. Idk what I'm going to do when we have to leave this house.
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The 1355 you know.
*star flops to the ground, making a beep bep noise*
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Zikten posted...

yea I don't know. that is just too weird to understand. I feel like your mom is crazy. depending on how the case went, she MIGHT escape prison but go to a mental ward instead. but yea, that is not normal. if you had died, I think it would have been a national news story cause of how bizarre it is

Nah, no one would've cared enough for it to be a big story like that. It might've made it to local news about a murder.

There were far worse murders here that didn't even get any media attention. An unsolved murder where a severed head was found by the lake about 5 miles from my house. Or the mentally challenged guy who was kidnapped, beaten, raped, and hanged. Mine would've been tame compared to those.
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-Gavirulax- posted...

Your score:
8

Some of them are so laughable though.

8. Literally 8. Holy s*** dude!

I seriously doubt some people here are getting the high scores they are announcing.

I mean a lot of the questions are just "did you do it, but different location".

With the exception of bestiality and the like, most of it is very tame.

It works both ways, if you haven't done it at all, you also haven't done it somewhere else. Lots of the simple ones didn't even get checked off for lots of us.
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I hate you, and I'm going to kill you! You're a dangerous alien bringing more danger to my planet and I'm the only one who can stop you! Oh, your mom has the same name as my mom? Let's be friends, not just any friends, but super friends.
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Zikten posted...

wait wut?

She is weird about it. She's of the opinion that fighting back only escalates things, so I was trained from a small child to never fight back when I was being beaten. She saw me fighting back that time and was trying to hold my arms down so I didn't make things worse... Worse than literally being strangled to death, somehow.
I expect she was just panicked and not thinking clearly, although it does kind of bother me that her first reaction was to apparently try to help kill me rather than to pull him off. >_>
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Massive embarrassment, I'd probably leave or lurk for a long time hoping everyone would eventually forget. I'm not big, and it's mildly deformed, so I'm sure opinions wouldn't be good.
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Suicide.
Murder.
Aneurysm.
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Yeah, that's basically how I was bullied in school a lot of the time. They'd have a couple bigger guys pin me down and twist arm behind my back while they trashed my locker or dumped my stuff in the garbage or something.

Worst time though was from my parents. I mention it sometimes(posted about it yesterday), but when my dad tried to kill me I was being held down like that. He was sitting on my chest trying to strangle me, and my mom was trying to hold my arms so I couldn't fight back. Honestly, I should've just let it happen, it would've saved us all a huge pain. He'd be prison for murder, mom would be free to live as she pleases and could milk my death for sympathy and favors, brother would sell all my stuff for money and use the situation to manipulate people to do what he wants. And I just wouldn't have had to put up with any if it.
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I don't like it, never gotten any compliments on it either. I hate my accent and a lot of the time I talk softly or mumble. It's just no good lol.
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*is attractive*
*sits at home, nothing happens*
*becomes sad*

Nothing happens when I go out either though. >_>'
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Leanaunfurled posted...

@KogaSteelfang Your presence is wanted in the Discord. <3

Oh, oops. I was watching Netflix. Will check it out for a bit.
Edit: I just realized I don't really know anything about discord. Sablewolfangel added me before. My username is KogaSteelfang #4845
Idk if you need that or not, or how to join a chat or whatever.
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Zodd3224 posted...

I thought we were going with Zodd's Apostles

ZoddSquad.
Koga'sCEfangs.
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I'm going to pick up my copy in the morning. Haven't decided if I should spend the day online, or try and get started completing the story first.
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Doubt it.
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KainWind posted...

Omnislasher posted...

yeah i did this last time it was posted and got like 146 or something

really silly

146/100

This man has attained ultimate purity. Not even completeboy could compete.

I got 80

The other topic had a different test with 200 being the max score.
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Tod.
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Only in the sense that I want it to be with someone I care about.
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Gal Gadot, no contest.
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tremain07 posted...

I know I'm not, I'm to mentally fucked up and stewing in self hatred to ever try to find a sexual partner or even a lover, I'll die alone, probably in a ditch somewhere within 10 years and won't even get a missing ad in the paper.

I feel that way too, but I feel like I ended up that way due to lack of love in my life. It feels like if I could meet someone willing to go that route with me, that'd help my mental state. Of course, I'm probably just talking out of my ass and trying to rationalize what I want, so yeah. Doesn't matter in the end though, I won't find anyone.
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I felt it went too far to be slap stick funny, some of the other jokes fell flat and went on far too long(taser face), and honestly it felt like Chris Pratt was phoning in on his acting. Half the characters regressed on any development they made in the first film, while others just lost what made them endearing to begin with(Drax).

Some scenes make no sense at all, like going through the asteroid field as a shortcut, when the enemy fleet went around it in the same amount of time. It didn't matter either way, they were still in the exact same situation whether they went through or not. It was just used to set up more friction with Rocket that could've simply come from him getting them in that situation.

I do like the movie, but I only, it really can't compare to the first one. Yeah, the ending was a good strong note to end the movie with, but I can't honestly say it was better than the first because it had a satisfying ending(which is almost ruined by Starlord's blank emotionless expression throughout the entire scene except the last few seconds). The whole movie just felt, idk, dumber and cheaper than the first. Still a fun movie to watch though.
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Apparently I got in a fight with a kid at church when I was little, I don't remember it, and neither does the guy I supposedly fought though. *shrug*

I got in a fist fight with my brother once. He was taking an attitude similar to my father, putting me down, insulting me and my mom, etc. I told him to shut up, so when he said "make me" I punched him in the face. Up until then, no one had ever stood up to him, so he didn't know how to react. He ended up just wrestling me to the floor and sitting on me though. It caused a lot of issues between everyone and myself, because apparently me being the piece of trash that I am, should never have laid a finger on him. Me and him were over it long before it stopped being a problem.

Then of course the huge brawl between all of us when my dad snapped and was going to kill us. I'm sure I could've won if my mom hadn't been getting in the way and trying to restrain me so my dad could keep hitting me. >_>
I ended up bruised to heck and had bite marks all the way from my shoulder to my elbow, like 6-7 different times he bit me. He ended up pinning me to the floor and trying to strangle me, so I was punching him in the face to try to get him off of me, but my mom kept holding my hands down and telling me to stop resisting... while he's literally trying to choke me to death. Anyway, I don't remember how, but I managed to break free and call 911. He tackled me and smashed the phone, but that calmed him down. He was terrified to be caught red handed by the cops, so he settled down in his chair and was just as calm and polite when the police arrived. The cops knew something had happened, as I was standing there all bloodied up and beaten in ripped clothes. I was telling them he was crazy and tried killing us, but they didn't believe me. They ended up making me and my mom leave instead. Said it was just a simple domestic disturbance. No, it was attempted murder you incompetent idiots... Still pisses me off and it's been like 10-11 years.
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Yes, I'd give it a shot.
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Firewood18 posted...

KogaSteelfang posted...

I've never been to one either, or had alcohol. My family is full of raging alcoholics, and I've seen first hand how it can ruin lives, so I've never had any interest in alcohol. Also, both local bars shut down anyway, there aren't even any here any more. They were very popular hangouts, but people kept getting blackout drunk and trying to drive home. Each one closed after a customer ran over and killed an innocent bystander in the parking lot. Some people have tried opening other bars, but the town shuts them down now. Most people in my area have a substance abuse problem, and there's no reason to further endanger others because these ones can't control themselves. Everyone just buys licquor and parties at home now.

Your whole town sounds like a huge let down. Get out of there.

Man, I wish I had some of the money back that I spent in bars back in the day.

It really is. Anything "fun" that opens up here ends up closing shortly after because it doesn't earn any profit. The area is actually dying economically, and in a few weeks there's going to be a town meeting to discuss what can be done to rejuvenate the area so it doesn't become a ghost town. They'll supposedly be handing out grants to open new businesses and attract more people. So I'm hoping that something, anything, fun or exciting comes out of this. But realistically, probably nothing but more failed ventures.
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Super Meat Boy and Minecraft.
Hmmm... I guess you'd get tossed into a death trap in which you'd need to collect some resources and build a solution to escape safely.
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I love the heat, even when it's very hot(unless it's also very humid). I despise the cold, I just can't handle being cold at all. It physically hurts, burns your skin, and stings your lungs to breath. No matter how many clothes you put on, the cold air still goes right in and saps any body heat you generated.
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I've never been to one either, or had alcohol. My family is full of raging alcoholics, and I've seen first hand how it can ruin lives, so I've never had any interest in alcohol. Also, both local bars shut down anyway, there aren't even any here any more. They were very popular hangouts, but people kept getting blackout drunk and trying to drive home. Each one closed after a customer ran over and killed an innocent bystander in the parking lot. Some people have tried opening other bars, but the town shuts them down now. Most people in my area have a substance abuse problem, and there's no reason to further endanger others because these ones can't control themselves. Everyone just buys licquor and parties at home now.
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UnfairRepresent posted...

What have you created?

Literally nothing.
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6'
USA.
34 years old.
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Sesshoumaru X Kagura forever!
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KILBOTz posted...

KogaSteelfang posted...

I don't know how to meet people, so there's no one to ask. I struggle a lot in any social situation, and it takes me a super long time to become comfortable around someone. By the time I feel ready to ask, I'm not even an afterthought any more.

So have you considered reading up on how to address those issues? Personal growth isn't easy, it is often uncomfortable and requires real, consistent effort. Or do you have like social anxiety and need to see a therapist?

I do have social anxiety, and depression. I tried therapy before, and I'm just going to say it didn't work out.
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KILBOTz posted...

koga, don't you just like... not ask girls out? or maybe im thinking of someone else. most guys ive known who complain about it being hard to find women are either afraid of rejection / to ask girls out or think they are deserving of a 10 when they are a 4 on a good day.

Eh... Yes and no. I don't know how to meet people, so there's no one to ask. I struggle a lot in any social situation, and it takes me a super long time to become comfortable around someone. By the time I feel ready to ask, I'm not even an afterthought any more.

I tried online dating, okcupid and tinder. Hoping that putting my prospects front and center would help skip that awkward stage, and we could get to know each other online first which is much easier to communicate. I flunked hard at both of those. So I'm kinda just in a funk right now.

I did ask a few people out in person back in high school, but I was shot down. I guess I really just don't know what I'm doing at all.

now I guess if you live in an area with 55% men and 45% women it might be hard or if you are in hick country USA it can be hard, but getting laid in the city is easy. Its finding women that are worth spending time and effort on that is difficult.

I'm in hick country too. My town has a population of ~1,000. There's literally nothing to do here, at all.
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Pepys Monster posted...

KogaSteelfang posted...

KILBOTz posted...

casual sex is easy.

He's trolling.

I don't think so, we just suck at life.
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KILBOTz posted...

casual sex is easy.

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Antifar posted...

KogaSteelfang posted...

I want to see more. XD

Here's the full game (someone who's actually good at it)

Thank you.
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I want to see more. XD
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Final Fantasy.
Pokemon.
Monster Hunter.
Zelda.

Probably in that order. Maybe could swap the top two though.
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No. For some reason they insist on staying together. They hate each other's guts and make each other miserable, but they refuse to divorce. I thought it was finally heading that way when my dad was outed trying to cheat(again...) and my mom left him. Now I think they spend more time together and have more fun than they did while they lived together.
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Nope.
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Absolutely. I had a woman from okcupid tell me she was dreaming about me. Hearing her describe what was going on in the dreams was actually pretty hot. I mean, it's probably pretty tame stuff compared to regular people, but it was the first time in my life anyone had actually seemed interested in me. Despite me not being attracted to her, and her saying I wasn't good enough for her, that was really exciting.
I probably should be ashamed, but I'm not. lol
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fenderbender321 posted...

I have blue eyes with a hint of green. It's pretty awesome. And yes, I am an attention whore.

Mine are a pale green with a honey colored ring around the pupils. I like them tbh.
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OpheliaAdenade posted...

KogaSteelfang posted...

Says who? I don't talk politics so you have no idea about that.

And yet you aren't denying it. :v I'm on to you buddy.

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IMO, all of these people look better with brown eyes. Some are simply creepy looking to begin with though.


Of course, I'm not saying lighter eyes are worse or anything, they're very pretty, just that I find brown eyes more suiting for most people.
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Unfortunately.
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OpheliaAdenade posted...

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OpheliaAdenade posted...

It's karmic justice for how Christians have made gay people feel for generations. :v Now the really strict Christians get to look like the wackos.

I live by the rule "judge not, lest ye be judged." and "all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God."
I don't care if someone is gay, that's between them and God. I'll treat them like any other person, we're all sinners and none of us are better than the others.

except for if their marriage rights happen to show up on a ballot placed before you, then they're shit out of luck. :v

Says who? I don't talk politics so you have no idea about that.
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Vertania posted...

With my babby girls:

Aw, little cuties!
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OpheliaAdenade posted...

It's karmic justice for how Christians have made gay people feel for generations. :v Now the really strict Christians get to look like the wackos.

I live by the rule "judge not, lest ye be judged." and "all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God."
I don't care if someone is gay, that's between them and God. I'll treat them like any other person, we're all sinners and none of us are better than the others.
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