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TheSavageDragon posted...

I have zero experience with escorts myself

Must be nice to know you're wanted. That people look at you and see a partner. Someone who makes them comfortable enough to share a night with, and provide and receive intimacy.

My only option would be paying someone to fake that. I'd know it. I'd know that they didn't want to be with me. I'd know they're just faking for money. I'd know that I'd be the one putting them into a position where they have to pretend and be with someone they don't to be. For what? For money and my own gratification? I can't do that, man. I feel like that would be far more damaging to me than just staying a virgin.

TheSavageDragon posted...

That's what we all crave. But you can get that without having sex

Sure, sure... That's totally something I can do. Just like getting dates and having sex. Just like getting a billion dollars and inheriting a castle. It's all so easy.