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projectpat72988 posted...

I see it like the universe itself mocking me. It happens a lot too. I will be talking about it and then SOMETHING will happen that makes me say...see, again. Very dumb little coincidences.

It's just weird how often something you've discussed or thought of recently ends up appearing in the very near future.

I've had a few things feel like the story mentioned. But never positive always negative. I realized a whole bunch of stuff.

I understand. For me I wasn't very devout. I lead a good life though. My friends thought was you are a good person even though you have slipped away from him. He knows that. He put you here because that's where you were needed. There's these line of events that have stretched 48 years so when someone you might have never met otherwise would help you need? It kinda ballooned my head some. I understood a lot of its faith. God knew your whole life before you ever lived it? Was there ever free will for the both of us. The next thought was then He's pretty cruel

Since then I've searched for some meaning. Closest I came explaining it was soul contracts. It's means for example you have a Group which at some point are connected. That person you meet that seems like you met them before but havent. Its because they are in your group. So for example I said I'll help people and pick a few out of the group. I know of one other excluding my friend. I met randomly some woman in the course of business. Years later down the road meet again. Became acquainted and went about our way. Almost a decade later we meet again this time its a partnership. We agree to work together. We do but I saw some cracks. Former Addict. My response? I Try to help. She almost has it, but the drugs hold her back. I sadly had to move on. I lost track. I think if its God directing it He's saying you are my tool. I'm telling him next time I'm retired.