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Smackems posted...

My guilt is more that I feel like I attributed to people's (and fuzzies) deaths

Not like murder, though, nothing like that

I Had an idea you were talking about death because of how horrible and common people dying with yourself no longer being able to talk to them ever again and it winds up with wanting to be sure your thoughts and feelings on them were truly known which is like a paradox cos they are deceased of this world whatever happens after their death its uncertain but their brain activity has stopped so why are we stressing on a persons emotions when they died when they are not alive anymore!? Ive had deaths like we all have but Ive had two family deaths of my nanas partners and I really felt his emotions of pain harder than losing his actual parents. He tried to speed with me and my nana in the care and he had tears doing it and whimpering it was eye opening to me.
just anyway even though this line of thinking is a paradox too your memories change and warp and makes things stronger than they seem at the time and if its like your guilty of how the death happened its likely that its overblown (I dont know a
gentler word) and things werent as horrid as it seems