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Melon_Master posted...

I like you Dustin, but you definately need to stop asking this question.
The rest of us accept it's a simple fact of life that not everyone is going to like you at all times..

You say this like you think I expect to be liked. It's quite the opposite, which is why I think I struggle with it. I've never been lived in real life, not by my parents, brother, classmates, etc... The best I ever got was indifference. So when I started posting here, and somehow people started liking me, it was really nice. It felt good, and for the first time in my life I felt accepted. Of course, I ruined that though, and people with problems with me started appearing. I guess I'm afraid of losing what little support I have.

My suggestion is, you need to invest more time in your interpersonal life offline and less on faceless individuals online. >__>

What offline life? You guys are the only friends I've ever had, and seem to care more about me than anyone else I know. I've never considered any of you as just faceless individuals, I've tried to learn about each of you, and get to know who you are behind the screen name. No one wants to actually know each other here, when I don't post anything, I get more people to like me, as soon as I do, people criticize it. You guys like the faceless version of me, and when you get a glimpse of the real me, you hate it.

Plus, this is literally the first personal type topic I've made this year, unless you count the one where my dad almost died. Let's say I make another later, is 2 topics a year really too many?
This all comes off as "we like you, but don't really want you here.'
>_<

I guess I'm done, it doesn't matter. I won't be posting any more personal topics unless something big happens.
Edit: I'm going to be a liar and close this.
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