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I feel the same way, although I've already lived much longer than my expectations. Turning 31 next month.

At this point it doesn't seem like I will find a nice girl to start a family with, so that's out of the equation.

I fill my days with a mix of learning and doing the things that I genuinely love. At the end of the day, though, I just really don't want to get any older/don't see the point. To me it's just like becoming a shell of your former self. Weaker, sicker. Is that all there is to look forward to?

Even a lot of my peers that are around my age are already on various medications and in pretty rough shape, complaining of pain, eyes getting worse, reduced quality of life, etc. I always took care of myself so I can't say the same, but I wouldn't exactly be broken up if I didn't make it out of my 30's either. It's only a matter of time before I wake up and I can no longer do the things I used to do, or at least not nearly as easily. Life is too damn short, man.
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