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I live on anti-depressants, among other things. Suicidal thoughts are constant for me, but they are less overbearing when I stick to my med regime. It took trying 8 or so different combinations before I found something that worked for me. They don't make you "happy". They just put a minor sort of foggy feeling on your brain that gets more and more uncomfortable the more depressed you are feeling. But you stay in control, you still have more energy, and still have some motivation. Sometimes. But you're still depressed.

Off meds I'm an unstable mess who can't communicate without crying or getting frustrated and I barely have the energy to lie in bed and browse CE all day.

The most common side effect, and the only one that effects me, is that it completely kills sex. My dick only gets half-hard and I can't deed because it just feels numb after like 30 seconds. I can force myself to climax with enough friction, but you can barely call it an orgasm.
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please help