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I guess it was 2016. It's the year I pretty much gave up on my dreams.

It started off with the death of my idol (Lemmy), so my motivation to keep making music tanked and never really came back. I was at my peak in the months before that, doing rough home recordings of my first few songs. It also seemed like nobody gave a shit and I couldn't find bandmates or figure out how to take the "next step."

I was also pretty far behind on bills, so I tried moving my best friend out to live with me, but he couldn't get a job and we both ended up having to move back home from WA to the east coast. I stopped caring about the job I used to love and quit that too. I even got tired of drinking and smoking all the time, so I pretty much quit those.

Then there was the non-stop political shit show that still hasn't really ended.