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TopicHow much do you care?
Straughan
05/16/22 1:16:28 AM
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I used to think caring was that special part of me that make everything made sense. Growing up, I encountered a lot of shitty people. And the more I grew, the different the people, and the same shittiness.

There's a lot more shitty people than not. Part of me still feels like the right thing to do is to care, but I'm not so sure anymore. I'm starting not to get behind even my own country anymore.

Most of the people that made me care died a long time ago. I'm kinda here, but these humans now I'm just living alongside of.

The sad part is, when I was young I cringed away from the people I should've been closer to. I always thought they'd be around. Or at least people like them. Nowadays I feel like it's all new people and the older ones left around kinda look at me as if to say, "Yeah well, it wasn't really us... it was our parents you never knew." And maybe their parents would say the same. And maybe I should have stayed in Germany as a little kid that summer when it was offered with that half of my family.

I changed. Maybe I'll change back one day.

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