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I've been having similar developing questions on asexuality spectrum myself actually, although it's more of a question of low libido vs asexuality. But it's a staggering change over the last few years where I used to be an absolute horn dog but now I have to force myself to ever think about it.

On the romance side I used to be a hopeless romantic type but now it's been about 6 years since I've had any romantic feelings and I truthfully do not mind it at all, I have no sense of loneliness and I feel perfectly comfortable continuing as I am for the foreseeable future of my life. When I see my siblings who can never last long without a partner and how being alone drives them into such deep depressions I'm baffled on the outside.

Regarding sexuality well I've always been pretty much solely focused on women, but one thing I've experienced with coming out as trans is having to confront my own shameful feelings of transphobia, and as an extension, how society has trained me to feel about male attraction as someone who grew up for many years from my birth sex. That isn't to say anything has really changed in that regard yet, I don't consider myself bi by any means, but it's not an unfathomable thought to me like it used to be. It's hard to describe but I know my type for what I consider a hot guy to be, and I've absolutely experienced bi panic from a stunning power couple, but from practical relationship experience I've yet to feel anything from men that I get from women.