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I've been having more and more flashbacks about the incidents; most of them happened after my graduation. They had kept insisting on it, and insisting on it. Soon, they had replaced the water supply in my car with it. My car was my only sanctuary away from them. I'm only remembering all this now, because I had probably repressed it all out of fear.

When I finally moved out a year ago, they sort of put in "washed" objects into my trunk against my wishes. The scary part is that I took some of the contaminated objects with me when I moved. Lately, I've been getting into the habit of throwing out anything I suspect might have been contaminated. It's been getting very stressful and costly. Some of the contaminated objects have been in contact with things that are hard to replace, such as my laptop, my dress shirts, and my coats.

In recent days, I've suspected that I might have OCD, which is worsening only now that I'm starting to remember all this. I haven't been feeling safe as of late, with the knowledge that I'd been in the presence of "contaminants" for over a year. I don't know if all the bacteria and so forth has dissipated after that time. I don't know if it's safe to touch, to handle. I'm... very scared. I feel like I'm starting to fall apart to my paranoia. It's been getting harder and harder to sleep.