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GATTJT posted...

Fascinating in a dark way. And you watched it all happen? I can't imagine the whirlwind of emotions I would go through.

Yeah, I was there the whole time. We cried together in the moments before she passed. They gave us the room we were in to have a final few moments together. As she always did, she apologized to me and said she wished she could have given me more. I told her she was being silly and that she gave me more than anyone could have ever asked me.

I remember the final words I said to her and I don't think I will ever forget it. I told her that had I known 12 years ago that this is how our journey together would end and all that would happen to get us there... I would do it all again in a heartbeat. I thanked her for being my wife, I thanked her for fighting so hard literally for me. I know that she did it for me and nobody else. I told her I loved her and that I hope whatever is next in this crazy universe of energy that it is everything she has ever deserved.

I held her hand until the doctor confirmed that she was gone.