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ai123 posted...

You have a partner, family, and colleagues who are nice to be around.

Maybe that's good enough? Maybe it's your anxiety telling you that you should be doing more, and it will never be satisfied. Even if you are in a pretty good place.

CBT can help you deal with that kind of feeling. Hope it goes well for you.

Thanks. I know it might seem silly to complain about being alone despite having those things.

Could just be that I never lost the feeling of being weird and outcast, even if that isnt reality.

I do still wish I had a small core group of close friends I hang with, which feels impossible to get at my age now since everyone seem to have their core right now.

I am thinking of trying to find some activities in things Im interested in, but my town doesnt really have much. I looked into cooking classes but found just one where they pickle stuff, while in Stockholm there are like 60+ different things. I wish I lived in a bigger city, more possibilites.

Other things that hinder me is being terrified of making mistakes and failiure, while having pressure on myself of doing everything 120% perfect. This blocks me on making changes.

Either way, I feel Im getting on the right track atm.