Problem #3 Living, Transportation, School: Ive been hoarding necessities in my room for a year or so toilet paper, shampoo, tooth paste, trash bags, canned goods, kitchen utensils, a microwave, you name it. I even have 6 months worth of dog food hoarded, and I pulled favors and signed up for free clinics so my dog is UTD on shots until 2019.
However, when I move I wont have any transportation. Shes already said I cant keep the truck. And I cant afford a vehicle payment + car insurance + gas + upkeep along with rent with my skill level. Ive checked bus routes, but Im not sure how I would be able to afford $3.75 a day either, or be able to fit adequate work hours into my schedule with the long bus rides.
I want to ask my school for a loan, but Im already on financial aid warning because I had a depressive episode last semester and completely folded on my school work. Im currently on antidepressants, and I dont even know how I would pay for those either.
Also, she wont give me my social security card and birth certificate. Im about 90% sure she destroyed them. I have copies of them, but I know Im going to need physical versions. Can I just order new ones?
Please help. I have no idea what to do and where to start. Im feeling incredibly overwhelmed, but Im trying to look at this at a final start to a life thats worth living, one thats truly my own and away from my mother in a city that I love.
Edit: Shes also physically abusive. I would prefer to let sleeping dogs lie for the moment until Im in a safer situation to press charges. If I press charges while under her roof, she will take the car she ALLOWS me to drive and I wont have a way to work or school. Ill probably lose my financial aid since Im already on probation, and she would go snooping and find the stuff Ive hoarded and destroy it.