nayr626 posted...Kaname_Madoka posted...
Sorry to hear that fam
It's cool.
fenderbender321 posted...
Hit the gym. Always helps me when I'm feeling down...
I went on a long ass walk, but I kinda spoiled it because I got something to eat inbetween walking back <_<.
I feel a bit better.
Zurkon posted...
Sorry man :/
It's fine.Lost_All_Senses posted...
I always wondered if Id get Holiday depression if I wasn't raised in a loosely Jehovah Witness family.
Im 28, single, childless and all my siblings have kids and 2/3 have significant others. But since I never did Holidays they barely register to me. I use to celebrate my birthday but that was basically just not having to buy any of my own alcohol that weekend. Now that I barely drink I don't really even care for people acknowledging my birthday tbh. I want attention when I earned it. Not just cause I slipped out a vagina on that day years ago. If anything my mom should get the attention for giving birth
I know exactly why for my case.
It just hasn't been as special since my Mom died. I hate getting together with family and being reminded that she's not there. It's hard, so I always have to put on my happy face when getting together when I'm dying inside.
Damn man. Im sorry. The thought of not having my mom is enough to make me wanna cry.
There is a line on a rap song I been listening to a lot lately. His verse is about his Grandma that passed. It goes
"I walked in your daughter's house, knowing that you gone
But still looking out the corner of my eye, hoping you're on the couch"
It always gets to me. Its really hard to accept when a loved one is actually no longer with us.
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