Lost_All_Senses posted...nayr626 posted...
Cardboard-Box posted...
I feel this way too, right now. I know the feeling will pass. Just counting the hours and then there will come a moment when I wouldn't give a fuck and I would be happy. :)
Usually how it goes for me as well.
Hype these insignificant things in my head (especially with girls, always feel like I've made a mistake and it's really hard finding someone I can be comfortable with). Eventually everything turns out fine for the most part and all my worrying and fretting was for not.
Need to remind myself that.
Man. I just talked to this chick last weekend that use to crush on me but I didn't act on it cause I felt we were in different worlds. She turned out to be deeper than I initially thought. I been running the parts of our convo in my head I remember when I lay down at night and can't sleep. When I left it I left super confident (Id also been drinking tho) but over time I kept twisting my thoughts to make it less flattering. Now I have no idea how I came off. She came up to me and said "Why do you seem so sad?". Which after telling her how weird that was to just come up and ask someone we had a psychological back and fourth that ended in me getting last word. I flirtingly said "You're not use to losing huh?" And then I backtracked and said "While I thought I hid it better" and that's where I think the convo ended and we didn't reconnect through the crowd anymore that night.
I've been texting to friends at the same time.
The one that asked for my number is really cold and only texts like 2 words thought she was interested. The other one is really cool..and actually really smart, but that's because I've only talked to her when partying so I assumed she was dumb <_<. Actually she added me in her phone when she was drunk lol, but we've been talking a lot.
Lost_All_Senses posted...armandro posted...
I thought this topic was about Overwatch
Lol. Now its a topic I slowly feel like Im trying to make about me >_>. I didn't intend to but TC is hitting some sweetspots in my thought process
It's cool everyone needs to vent.
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