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| Judgmenl 11/10/18 8:50:55 PM #1: | Every time I get a good, stable job making more money than the average person I just feel empty inside because my life has no meaning. I feel like I fail at everything that I do, that I am not as smart as I should be, that I don't "get" things that I used to get, or that life really is pointless / uninteresting and I am just complicating what other people find obvious. People are going to reply with the usual hum drum of getting a hobby, and I am going to say that it is a Saturday night, and what would I be doing otherwise? I am not interested in going out and getting wasted or making a family, and throwing money at my problems will not help. Why is finding meaning in my life so hard for me? Why do I choose to discard all of the meanings that other people make for themselves? Why do I insist oh having such high expectations for myself, only to constantly fail? What are you guys doing tonight? I spent the day watching some Anime and that was just it. I have the week after next off but I have no plans. --- Judge, Nostalgia is a hell of a drug. You're a regular Jack Kerouac ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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