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Topic | laziness is my biggest hurdle in life atm, i dunno how to combat it |
apolloooo 12/03/18 5:00:22 AM #1: | I think the biggest reason was my college years. I have a practically useless degree in journalistic communication because i was lured to the "honorable" job and that kind of idealistic bullcrap. The harm itself came from how easy it was going trough college. I used to be good at handling big, serious projects, likr in high school, but college is basically murdered my work ethics. I am always pretty smart, and the stuff i studied was pretty basic shit, at least academically. Basically was on cruise mode trough college. I would just go to class, dooze off, go home play videogame all night and when tests come, i would just photocopy friend's notes, skim it for a night and got A to A-. That became habit, that the lack of challenge rusted my sense of responsibility and work ethics to the mess i am now. Even when working half assed trough my bachelor thesis, i still graduated with 3.5 GPA I mean yea, the useless degree barred me for some carreer path i could excel in, but the biggest harm the utter destruction of soft skill as a worker, as 4 years of conditioning in cruise mode destroyed me as a person. Turns out, at work, regardless of skill you have to actually DO something, and i spent 4 years sitting on my ass getting results. This is probably my biggest regret in life, and probably gonna spend the next decade fixing this. Slowly. Tl;dr strive makes people strong, i lack strive in life makes me weak --- http://i.imgtc.com/iJyp6bF.png http://i.imgtc.com/ZBw36Qh.png Thanks for the peeps that made the pics <3 if i make typos it means i am on phone ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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