Nah, youre just coming to the realization youre just a normal person. Youre not special like mom and dad always preached. Nothing wrong with it, just time to find other sources of meaning outside of work.
I mean I scored like stupid good on all my tests throughout my entire life I just think the real world doesn't give a shit. I know it's a cliche that people insist they're smarter than they actually are but I am fairly intelligent, at least math-wise, I'm not good at words and stuff.
Maybe if I was more clever I'd find ways to market myself and become massively successful but the opportunity is not presenting itself because the real world doesn't care about me, nobody does, and I'm definitely going to die alone.
Not to be that dude but this is like 100% an example of white privilege. Standardized tests are literally built to favor middle class white people and its taken you until now to realize how wholly unexceptional you are. The only reason youve made it this far in life unscathed is because of the way you look.
Join a union, fight for the rights of workers, make use of your privilege and place in our capitalist structure. Otherwise you should just come to terms with the fact that youve wasted the consideration and patience youve undeservedly been given.
Christ. Shut the fuck up you insufferable shitheel ---